What Are We? (Jeff x BEN)

This story was requested by @Kaylathepsychopath.

Jeff is having a hard time feeling happiness anymore. The others don't notice.
I mean isn't he always? This is different though.
He is screaming for help inside his room. He cries himself to sleep.
He can't forgive himself for his doing to his brother.
He can't stop thinking of it.
He can't stop the cutting and his thoughts.
What happens when he finds new feelings for a certain someone?
Will he ever tell him?
TRIGGER WARNING- THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF CUTTING, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, POSSIBLE SUICIDE ATTEMPT, AND GORE

WILL BE COMPLETED BEFORE ACCOUNT SWITCH