Sorry I update so slowly, I am unbelievably unmotivated story cover by yours truly, made on picsart! Please listen to the Trigger warnings, this story is me just projecting onto the characters, probably an unhealthy amount. also i don't know what other ways to cope with these icky thoughts, so self indulgent fanfic time ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ This story contains: Self harm, Negativity towards oneself, and implications of eating disorders. !! Please read at your own risk !!