エス: 𝒯𝒶𝒷𝑜𝑜 & ℒ𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝒾𝑒 | ℳ𝒶𝓎𝓁𝑜𝓇 (𝒬𝓊𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒜𝒰)
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Complete, First published Feb 15, 2020
Mature
Welcome to 1970's Soho in the West End of London, the largest and most popular Red Light District in the entire world where the brightly colored neon streets are lined with gay bars, BDSM and leather nightclubs, porn theaters, adult bookstores, casino parlors, strip clubs, brothels, prostitution, love hotels, and just about anything else to cater to ones sexual needs and pleasures. And it just so happens that these are the streets where Detective Brian Harold May must patrol everyday.

When a recent rise in illegal gun and drug trafficking skyrockets between a notorious mob boss and a club owner that eventually results in the murder of an informant, Brian is forced to go undercover and work with an "S", also known as a spy, a member of an underground organization that are tasked to give top secret information in exchange for favors. But upon meeting, Brian realizes his new "S" is not like any of the spies he's worked with, and what is supposed to be strictly business quickly turns into something more, something highly erotic when he suddenly finds himself falling for his "S" who also develops a fondness for the curly haired Detective. Will Brian risk everything for his career, or is everything just...Taboo and Lingerie?

*Modern day AU set in the 1970's.

*Title and story idea inspired by French synthwave artist F E A R C I T Y and Japanese yaoi novelist Saki Aida. I own nothing but the idea.

*RATED M/Explicit for language, drug use, violence, strong sexual content, possible themes of BDSM and a bunch more other stuff. 😁

The soundtrack: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL37rs_i52GqqvcnxQNqn4Um409EMlJJ6V

Check out F E A R C I T Y 's YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo8XVkKip-tDqOI2_M567TA/videos

Find them here on Soundcloud as well: https://soundcloud.com/fearcity
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