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His Heart's Desire

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Nicholas Adams has lived a life of abuse from his alcoholic father and sex addict mother. So growing up was tough. He makes sure everyone fears him. He refuses to get close to anyone. But, new girl Alice might be the one to change his plans. 

Alice navigates through the ups and downs of high school trying to hide her feelings for the cold and closed off Nicholas. Little does she know, Nick harbors the same feelings.

As soon as Nicks eyes land on the fragile Alice, his heart desires her. But with so much baggage on both sides, could they really make it out of high school hand in hand?

~~

"I love the things you hate about yourself. And we're going to do this your way. If you're not ready I'm not either." My hands drop to my side at what he says and my eyes fill with tears. 

"Alice we don't have to..." His hand cups my cheek and I place mine over his. 

"I love you," I whisper and his forehead falls against mine. 

~~

Highest rankings:
#1 in badboy 
#1 in teenfiction 
#1 in possessive
#1 in protective
#1 in goodgirl
#1 in insecure
#4 in love
#5 in romance

WARNING: swearing, mature scenes, references and actions of abuse

Posted: 5/17/20All Rights Reserved

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The Edge of Tomorrow by Tiffanyluvss

Being with Richie was one of the worst things I'd ever done. He was heartless and cruel; with a 'love' that ruined me entirely. "God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts. I guess the loneliness came knocking, no one needs to be alone, oh save me." -Birdy (People, help the people.) Becca has never met anyone quite like Richie Moscow. He is everything a girl would want. Handsome, magnetic, compelling. But what happens when being with Richie starts to stem down a dark and scary road? What happens when Richie isn't as...sweet as he appeared to be? Between a hectic school life, a misleading boyfriend, a boy who doesn't talk much, and an obsessive father, Becca struggles to keep her head above water. Trigger Warnings: Abuse & Assault (Physical, Sexual, Emotional.) (Major plotline.) Drugs & Violence. (Minor Plotline.) Mature Language. Mature Sexual Content. Some aspects may be unsettling to some readers. Target audience: 18+ #28- TeenFiction (21/09/23) Copyrighted @ Tiffanyluvss 2022. Started: April 2022.

Sins of Aiden by -honeycream-

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Zane Wilder by whitemooonlight

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Sacrificial Virgin by ZariasWritings_

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The Secrets That Free Us by BellaArchbold

*** Book number 4 in the Anderson series *** *** can be read as a stand-alone story but will reference the previous books *** Grace Anderson The youngest of the Andersons - struggling with anxiety and depression due to a heartbreaking event. After attempting to take her own life the last person she expected to see was the gorgeous badboy from next door who moved away over a year ago. Hunter Adams Dark, stormy, rude. The only person who gets to see the real side of him is Grace. How will he convince her he left to protect her, not to hurt her? And could he be the key to helping her free herself of the past? *** Mature Language *** *** TRIGGER WARNING! This story addresses abuse,depression and suicide attempts throughout the book. I won't be marking chapters as the full book revolves around these issues so THIS IS THE TRIGGER WARNING *** - completed; not edited. Written by; Bella Archbold Cover by; CRAZYYFICTIONS #1 in anxietydisorder 25/05/21!❤️ #1 in suicideawareness 03/07/21!❤️

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𝓜𝔂 𝓼𝓲𝓰𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 | Enemies to lovers | 18+ by _your_local_hoe

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