Broken Thoughts

It's okay to be broken sometimes, it's okay not to be okay, it's okay to cry but it's not okay to let yourself become desperate and stupid just for that someone. Let me talk about things I couldn't say directly to you. I can't make a sound to tell you about my thoughts. I can't erase you even though I tried a lot of times. Why can't I forget your smile? Even if were far apart,my heart will always stand with our memories. Even if everything changes, my heart won't ever forget your smile. It's still the same, despite the time that we separate our ways. I told you I will be alright but no matter how hard I try, I can't ignore and can't forget you.

When everything fades away, maybe we can walk away as if nothing's wrong. Let's smile a little longer and cherish it until we say goodbye. When we met again, please don't just stand there at the corner and please don't smile so that I can just pass by as if there's nothing wrong at all. Or maybe I at that time I can move on from you and fromeverything. Maybe I can smile without pretending.

This thoughts of my broken soul is searching for the perfect remedy. Trying to cure and find that perfect solution so that I won't be dying forever. Maybe through this, I can easily let go of everything. This broken thoughts that will serve as inspiration and made me become a better person.