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Dust

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anxietydisorder depression dissociativeidentitydisorder friendship intrusivethoughts kellin letters love mentalhealth mentalillness nightmares shortstory teendrama teenfiction

In Kellin's world the truth is a flimsy thing that's hard to get hold of. Mostly when you have been lying to yourself for years, to the point where you erase all sorts of memories.
"Nothing happened", " you are fine", "it's all in your head".
And when you have Stella to admire, a road map to happiness and perfection in flesh and bone, it seem to be even easier to deal with what haunts your days and dreams.

A story about trying to find yourself when your mind is scattered and all you want is to be anything but who you are.



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anxietydisorder depression dissociativeidentitydisorder friendship intrusivethoughts kellin letters love mentalhealth mentalillness nightmares shortstory teendrama teenfiction

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