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[COMPLETED] Monochrome Of Emotions

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Time 3h 18m

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Philip Jose was born Emotionless his brothers taught him Happiness and he was loved by his family so much.

But the time came and his Family for slaughtered and he lost the ability to feel happiness he only felt anger and sadness.

The man who killed his family taught him new emotions hatred and anger and ofcourse sadness.

After he got his Revenge and won the duel against the Man (Alejandro Nicolas) 
He taught him a new emotion...... Pain.... And hatred

All he felt was sadness.

Until he can't feel anything anymore even pain.

That wasn't the only time he also bullied and hated by John.

And Akihiro Abused him. And of course He can't feel pain.

And a new school year. Starts

There he meets Russell and sees John, Mateo and Ren again.

But this time Russell teaches him a new emotion.

And he doesn't know why but yes he does feel empty but when he cuts himself he feels a bit better.

He doesn't know why......

And ofcourse there's Violence.



And there will be Bullying 


He got adopted By a nice and caring Rich man named Apollo and lives with his other adopted sons like Adam and Hasan. 

They are worried for Phil Because he can't feel pain or any emotion and also because he cuts.....

But the two (Hasan and Malay) 
Are always with him and Protects him.

 (from cutting himself and from Bullies)All Rights Reserved

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