IF I STAY - Ananya shaw - Wattpad

IF I STAY

Reads 5,328
Votes 345
Parts 15
Time 6h 43m

Reads 5,328
Votes 345
Parts 15
Time 6h 43m

angst blood depression idolkangtaehyun painterchoibeomgyu posttraumaticstressdisorder protecticeyeonjun slowburn taegyu violence

What do you do when you're plagued with monsters of your past? You run away.


Choi beomgyu always does. Leaving Daegu, dropping out of art college in Daegu to run to Seoul...everything he does is inspired by the need to run away. Fight or flight and his default answer has always been to leave.


But now, he meets Kang Taehyun-a headstrong guy, one years his junior. He is stubborn, a bit childish and carries an air of risk everywhere he goes. He is everything Beomgyu isn't asking for, and yet he finds himself drawn to him. Will he be able to let go of the past and take a chance on whatever is budding between them?All Rights Reserved

angst blood depression idolkangtaehyun painterchoibeomgyu posttraumaticstressdisorder protecticeyeonjun slowburn taegyu violence

Table of contents

15 parts

Sign up to add IF I STAY to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

$Your Heartbeat: A Journey Back to You || YeonGyu\BeomJun by yeonjun_is_my_noona$

Within the tapestry of heartbreak and health challenges, Beomgyu embarks on a profound journey through life's complexities. As he traverses the maze of his own emotions, a serendipitous encounter leads Yeonjun to discover the mesmerizing symphony of Beomgyu's heartbeat-a melody that resonates with the echoes of their intertwined destinies. This is the story of a heart that intertwined the lives of two strangers, weaving a tale of love, resilience, and the transformative power of connection. "You should be taking more care of yourself in your condition." "There's only so much I can do. It's not like I have the luxury of taking care of myself when everyone else is too busy... busy hurting me instead." "I guess sometimes life just doesn't give us much choice." "And you..? Why do you rely so much on alcohol?" "... Because it helps me sleep at night..." STARTED: February 18, 2024 FINISHED: March 15, 2024

On My Wrist | (Taegyu) by writergyu

Where in a universe, your loved one's name is marked on your wrist like a permanent tattoo visibly. No privacy of love interest is hidden, they're all obvious. You have to find a way to hide it. For example; wearing a hoodie, putting make-up on it, etc. It was like a punishment when your crush doesn't like you back but like a lucky charm when your crush likes you back. It depends. So, this is how Choi Beomgyu's story goes with this guy named Kang Taehyun. - Mwuahahah. Idk anymore. Just what am I doing with my life..

The Blue Hours Passed | beomjun / yeongyu by justinmingyi

Beomgyu and Yeonjun have been friends since childhood. Beomgyu, the son of a CEO of a luxury car company. Yeonjun, an orphan on a scholarship for their arts school. The feelings have always been there, but neither brave enough to voice them. When Beomgyu is diagnosed with depression, he gets sent to a psychiatric ward, and Yeonjun is crushed. He figures out a way to sneak in, faking an illness, so that he could be with his best friend. And maybe, they can tell each other how they feel before it's too late.

Reversal | Taegyu Fanfiction by kriingkles

25, February 2023 | kriingkles "I'm sorry, Beomgyu... Let's just break up..." "Why Taehyun? Why!? You're breaking up with me because there's someone now that can give you all you need? You're breaking up with me because... Because I'm nothing to you now?" "Yeah... I'm sorry. I'm just so sick of you already... I regret being with you all these years." Being poor is making you no other choice but to survive. Kang Taehyun has his bestfriend and boyfriend Choi Beomgyu. They started working together, studying together, and living together just to help each other for the expenses and everything. Yet despite of the extreme love they have for each other, Taehyun had a turning point of his life that to all he can let go, he chooses Choi Beomgyu. But what if after several years later, they meet again... But in a reverse situation? (MATURE CONTENT: 18+)

Time | Taegyu ✔️ by delulutaegyuist

"Are you sure about this?" "Just shut up and do it already." "You know the price you have to pay right?" "Yes." Beomgyu only realised he needed Taehyun when he had let him go. This time, he will make things what he deemed as right. He promised himself to not make the same mistakes again. He would cherish every moment that he got to see the younger. However, Beomgyu was constantly stuck in the whirlpool of his own conflicted emotions and morals. He had a strong desire to make Taehyun his but he couldn't and he shouldn't. Warning: 1. Mcd 2. Angst 3. Implied mpreg Started: 03/09/2021 Ended: 17/03/2022 Highest rankings: #2 - time #1 - tomorrowxtogether #2 - taegyu Book cover by @beolibam

NEFARIOUS - TAEGYU ✔️ by WaengingkaisArchive

SYNOPSIS Choi Beomgyu, top law student at day, runs with the Mafia at night has two sides to him; he can be ruthlessly hot tempered, he can be... 'everyone' normal. An encounter during one of the Mafia's missions lead Beomgyu down an unexpected spiral as Beomgyu saves Taehyun, a human trafficking victim. WHAT YOU SHOULD KNOW - My second fanfic!! - My readers 2nd favourite ❤️ - Mafia AU - Angst!! (LEGIT) - Steamy ⚠️ - Prepare tissues 🤧 - A roller coaster 🎢 - Smut chapter has been moved to 'Caffeine'

V for Vengeance // Vkook ✔️ by TeaCOokie4u

All superheroes doesn't wear cape.... Whether it's a thorny path with no one by your side, don't be afraid and walk alone. Taehyung tries to fight for the right, but what happens when he falls in love with someone he is not supposed to.....will things change or will he become just a forgotten chapter in the lives of his dear ones...this journey is not easy and he knows it very well. Switch taekook

𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒 |𝐊𝐕|✓ by JEONleryOfTAE

[Deep Wounds] 'i'll kill you ..' Taehyung mouthed to the bodyguard who smirked mockingly at him before Taehyung gazed at his side and his breath hitched in his throat. He wide eyes stared at the scene unfolding in front of him. There stood Jungkook with a bleeding head. The blood is flowing through his head somewhere in between the back side and going to the down of his neck while four men are holding him up tightly. Those beautiful doe eyes are watching him helplessly with so much pain. And that only made Taehyung gasp in shock. "Jungk-" TopKook ✔️ BottomTae ✔️ ~Jeon<3

[✓] Hidden Sapphire || Taegyu by spreadingsmiles15

"I lived a life where my tears are a measurement for someone else's happiness. I don't think I'll ever be able to be happy without guilt gnawing at me." After years of constantly being tormented by the ones he thought loved him, Choi Beomgyu is met with the reality of not being able to cry anymore. Or Beomgyu was born with a gift, something other people would call a blessing when it's actually a curse he had to be burdened with all his life. - Check disclaimer/introduction for trigger warnings

Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎ by hyungerine

"I'm scared" He replied, his tone shaky and worried. "Scared of what" Taehyun asked, holding Beomgyu's hand and assuring him that he is there for him. "Scared of the day you will turn into ashes and fly away, while I can do nothing but sit there and watch as you drift farther and farther away from me" Or a story in which two boys who loathe each other at first, find comfort in each other's presence. +×+ Warnings - Auditory Hallucination Disorder - Underage drinking/ smoking - Violence - Child abuse - Suicide - Bullying - Angst - Mentions of self harm - Harsh language The pictures used in this book are not all mine and I give credit to the artist in the beginning of each chapter which I use an art for. This story is not to harm any txt members or any other kpop idols mentioned in the story. None of it is true and I'm not trying to force the idols into a relationship. The idea for the story is mine and I do NOT approve of someone copyrighting my book, if you happen to see anyone copying my story, let me know ASAP! started: 4/3/2023 ended: 3/31/2024

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

$Your Heartbeat: A Journey Back to You || YeonGyu\BeomJun cover$

On My Wrist | (Taegyu) cover

The Blue Hours Passed | beomjun / yeongyu cover

Reversal | Taegyu Fanfiction cover

Time | Taegyu ✔️ cover

NEFARIOUS - TAEGYU ✔️ cover

V for Vengeance // Vkook ✔️ cover

𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒 |𝐊𝐕|✓ cover

[✓] Hidden Sapphire || Taegyu cover

Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎ cover

Your Heartbeat: A Journey Back to You || YeonGyu\BeomJun

Within the tapestry of heartbreak and health challenges, Beomgyu embarks on a profound journey through life's complexities. As he traverses the maze of his own emotions, a serendipitous encounter leads Yeonjun to discover the mesmerizing symphony of Beomgyu's heartbeat-a melody that resonates with the echoes of their intertwined destinies. This is the story of a heart that intertwined the lives of two strangers, weaving a tale of love, resilience, and the transformative power of connection. "You should be taking more care of yourself in your condition." "There's only so much I can do. It's not like I have the luxury of taking care of myself when everyone else is too busy... busy hurting me instead." "I guess sometimes life just doesn't give us much choice." "And you..? Why do you rely so much on alcohol?" "... Because it helps me sleep at night..." STARTED: February 18, 2024 FINISHED: March 15, 2024