mother DEAREST | d.fyodor/o.dazai
dvtoyevsky
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  • Reads 32,150
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  • Parts 24
  • Time 3h 8m
dvtoyevsky
Ongoing, First published Jun 05, 2020
Mature
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d. fyodor x reader x o.dazai | You had been destined to die from the beginning. Through you does she slip, like sunlight through a sieve, settling onto the ruins of future human relationships, thereby destroying any chance of existence. Dead before birth. Despite the throbbing cancer of this unhealthy dependence, it wasn't wrong; it just was. That time, when Mother passes away, she births you a second you: An Ability. What cannot be changed can, and should, be broken. This is why she has decided on breaking you from the inside.
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