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I hate that I love you! (Bakudeku) (VillainDeku) |BREAK|

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Izuku Midoriya was the average kid who stood out because he was born quirkless in a quirk-based world. Growing up bullied by his childhood best friend, he grew to have depression and anxiety. The day he decided to jump, he didn't know that one action would change the course of his life. 
Being part of the LOV, he was trained to be the perfect weapon, the quirks he was given, were perfect for stealth and hard missions. He was happy and content with the life he was living, not caring that no matter where he went, blood was spilt. 

Kacchan was a prodigy. Powerful and learned quick. Angry and feared but when his old friend goes missing, he blamed himself. He cut off most of his friends to focus on being the top hero to make up for what he did. When he finally runs into him after two years, he is shocked to see what has happened to the supposedly dead boy. Eyes filled with death and coldness. Scars covering his body and now suddenly has quirks? He realized quickly that they may be right next to each other but they lived worlds apart. 

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TW!! This book does include suicidal thoughts, cutting, depression, gore, and suicide. I would not recommend if that stuff bothers you. If you do struggle with this stuff. Please get help as you are loved even if the voices tell you otherwise.All Rights Reserved

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Run Away by lukasraccoon

Izuku Midoriya's life got wrecked after his quirk diagnosis. Quirkless. Nothing more then that. Maybe worthless or something close. Bullied by not just his "friends", but also his own father. After losing so much he runs away from everything. He's left wandering around the streets of musutafu at night. And then he meets eraserhead. Will he be able to prove the world that quirks aren't the only things that matter? Trigger warnings: -blood/gore mention -light abuse -low self esteem(a tiny bit) -teasing/suicide baiting(same) -starvation -One panick attack *I do not own my hero academia. *Cover art by @lukasraccoon (me) Thats it ig enjoy reading! Love you all feel free to comment<3 No. 1 on #quirklessmidoriyaizuku gg🏅✌️ No. 1 on #quirklesshero No. 1 on #eraserdad (2024-2025) Started in: July 26th 2024 (I think)

Reflection by CloudyXAutumn

"I'm sorry sir... He has an incurable quirk disease.... he'll be dead by the age of 16". Izuku Midoriya, the hero of everyone's hearts. having a quirk wasn't t always good, because of it... he had a disease and was due to die by his 16th birthday... what'll happen to Shouta Aizawa, his adopted father? What about his 2 best friends that he's been with since childhood? disclaimers: I own nothing but the idea. I do not condone any of the character's actions. Don't replicate what was done.

✔︎One Sided by BeanQueen_29

This Is a BakuDeku fanfic. Izuku's dream of being a hero changes after he got diagnosed to be quirkless. That dream had become a distant a fantasy but he soon twisted it into a new goal. He decided that no matter what, he was going to help people. He was going to do everything in his power to become a hero of his own. However, being diagnosed quirkless wasn't the only thing stopping him; his brain had been growing a tumor and blocking important parts of his life. How will the once raging blonde react when the green haired boy greets him more like a stranger with a hero obsession then as an old friend years later? More info: -Quirk! AU +quirkless deku -cover is mine but the art on it is not. - all medical aspects of this story are twisted cuz I want this story a specific way -I will add pictures/fanart throughout this book -Not all characters are mine they belong to the creator of the show Kohei Horikoshi - storyline is mine (except for the beginning)

$Guess Who //Villain Deku AU\\ by Takyio$

After realizing that Izuku couldn't be a hero he still never gave up. Not until he was told he couldn't be one from his all time favorite hero, All might. Deku had no reason to live anymore, he hated his life. He was even told to commit suicide by his childhood friend that he was madly in love with. His crush hated him. He was also going to UA, one of the top schools out there. His crush was going to leave him for a stupid school, His Kacchan was breaking up with him. ⚠🚨 I should probably make this clear before y'all ready ⚠🚨 This fan fiction may talk about heavy stuff such as: *suicide *sexual harassment (I mean serious!) *angst *smut *gore *extremely heavy language * and some homophobic (really just one line) Please, if anything makes you uncomfortable that is listed above read with caution! Please be safe children ⚠🚨 KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! This is my interpretation of how I believe this AU of mha would be. Bc of this I do not support the actions of some twisted characters! Again, this is a interpretation of how I think villian deku who like hero Bakugo would end up as!

Meet me half way - (DekuBaku) (Villian Deku) by BxB_Simp

Izuku Midoriya has been bullied by Katsuki Bakugo for most of his life. So when the time that he realized even his mother even feels sorry for him. He runs away. After a mystery man and boy offer all his dreams. Something went wrong along the way. He is the farthest thing from a hero but when he runs into his childhood bully. Something snaps.

If only... by Chimera_Regarion

Quirkless doesn't mean useless but because of how quirkless kids are being treated they often end up dead.. Izuku Midoriya is a kid that was born quirkless. Once his parents found out about this, they immediatelly abandoned him and threw him out on the streets. Now rouaming the steets and barely surviving he still finds a way to help people but not any avarage people, no he saved All for One and the other 4 LOV members. Follow Izuku as he struggles to survive while at the same time wanting nothing more than to end his own misary and becomes weaker and weaker with each passing moment. At the same time he will gain a family like no other. What will happen if the heroes find their villain lair. Will Izuku find a way to get back or will they change him for the better. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

A Glitch In The Matrix by CloudyXAutumn

"what's wrong Kacchan? Your quirk not working the way you want it to..?" Izuku Midoriya, an "average" teen. You'd expect nothing to be wrong with him, growing up training to be a hero. Ever since he was 4 he had been put into hero training so why would he hate something he strived to be his whole life? Right? But... What if... He actually didnt want to be a hero? What if things didn't go the way his boss wanted. What if... He was a glitch in the system? Villain Deku AU Disclaimers- I own nothing but the story idea. I do not condone any of the character's actions. Don't replicate what was done.

Crimson Murders by Melancholic_Lotus13

Being able to see things no one has ever, is not great. Izuku-a boy who just wants to live a normal life and become a hero-is cursed to see things he doesn't want to have anything to do with. He never asked to be Champion of Death, but he's stuck with the title. So he's cursed, quirkless, the main target of a murderer, and going to become a hero no matter what. Wait, a target? Well, that's nice to know. Let's just add villains into the fray, yes? Because that's what he needs. More trouble. He's just cursed to be a protagonist. ⚠️Has triggering elements such as murder and descriptive depictions of corpses. Deals with implications of suicide and bad thoughts. Reader desecration is advised.⚠️

Eye Spy by CloudyXAutumn

"I despise of many things but...I despise you the most, All Might" After a life changing incident that leaves his image of hero society askew, he takes matters into his own hands. Even with a quirk that isn't all too powerful in it of itself, he still makes heroes struggle to figure out just who he is. He somehow always knows their next move, but why is that the case? Was it his quirk or just his sheer intelligence...? He became the heroes' biggest problem, yet remained unknown. Just who was he...? No one would ever believe it was a mere 15 year old. Or a highschooler that had been attending the most prestigious highschool in all of Japan... So what did they do when it happened to be the case? Villain deku Au Disclaimer. I own nothing but the idea and do not condone any of the character's actions. The actions done in this book are not to be replicated. Also TW⚠️ this book contains graphic content including but not limited to torture scenes

The Shadows That Haunt Us by wovenofdreams

Sometimes, your world falls apart. Something goes wrong and then it all crumbles into ash. Or maybe it was just always going to happen that way. Maybe everything was doomed from the start. Izuku Midoriya spent his whole childhood dreaming of becoming a hero---but without a Quirk, he was told it would be impossible. But when Tomura Shigaraki and the League of Villains took him in after his mother's death and All Might's rejection, he discovered something much greater: villainy. Izuku Midoriya died with his mom, and Deku arose like a dark phoenix in his wake, a villain that would tear the world apart. However, the heroes---the people who would have been his classmates---are determined to stop him, including none other than his ex childhood best friend, Katsuki Bakugo. Will good prevail yet again? Or is it finally time for the villains to rise to the top? (contains Bakudeku so if you don't like that please don't read and definitely don't hate! all legal ships are good so don't look down on what makes people happy!)

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No Love, Just InSaNiTy (Book 1) by Erei-Ultima

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A Femboy To Rember by Animestorywriting

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