"Yeonjun has lost a lot of weight."-Stray Kids' Changbin.
"Soobin oppa, you've slimmed down well"-Fan at showcase.
"Yeonjun-ssi, your body proportions are insane!" -MC.
"Soobin from TXT amazes the internet with his tiny waist. He could join the small waist club with Daehwi."-Article.
"Yeonjun oppa, you look so handsome now without all that baby fat."-Fan at fan signing event.
"All of you look great! Especially Soobin. Wow."-Host.
"Yeonjun-ah, you've lost so much weight since Trainee. Woah. I need to learn from you hah."-Staff member.
"Soobinie, those pants don't fit you anymore. You've lost weight, huh?"-Choi Yeonjun.
"Hyung, you should eat comfortably now. You've lost a lot of weight in just a year."-Choi Soobin.
But none of those words matter. Because to each statement, Yeonjun's mind tells him:
"Five more pounds."
And to each compliment, Soobin just feels more pressure to stay perfect.
☠︎︎ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ☠︎︎: eating disorders in heavy details, smut, panic attacks, possible self harm, the gays are here, homophobia, slow burn, SENSITIVE CONTENT.
(Disclaimer: some of those statements are real, some have been altered slightly, and some are based off comments towards Soobin and Yeonjun, or made up entirely).
🏅#2- bodydismorphia
🏅#55- mental disorders
"So... we're combining groups?" Jake questioned. "Like right now?"
Nobody dared to breathe as they waited for an answer.
"Correct."
(Tragedy strikes Be:Lift when the company's partner suddenly pulls out of their contract. Quickly going bankrupt, the CEO makes a last-ditch attempt to save the day by combining the newly debuted Enhypen with TXT)
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WARNING:
This story contains mentions of eating disorders, alcoholism, suicide, and other potentially triggering topics. All chapters with these topics will have trigger warnings at the top.
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