I'm Afraid to Tell You Who I Adore
magicalmischel
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  • Reads 345
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  • Parts 1
  • Time 19m
magicalmischel
Complete, First published Jul 18, 2020
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On their journey to save Gwen from Hengist, Arthur slowly realizes that he not only has feelings for Gwen, he also has feelings for Merlin. And all it takes to finally act on them is Merlin falling from the tower and almost dying.

Set in the episode 2x04 Lancelot and Guinevere.
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