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Marriage. A bond made by ties of love, respect, trust and companionship. But not all marriages are blessed.

Mayra has suffered at the hands of her husband until she reached breaking point. Left alone to suffer in a house full of her family, Mayra battles every moment of her life as it comes.

Will Aamir realize his mistake or will the repentance of his crimes come too late, when all is lost and the secrets of the past are slowly unearthed, forcing them apart, and breaking Mayra's oft broken heart beyond repair?All Rights Reserved

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Falling Harder✔ by talesofmaya

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Masir | مصير

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