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running on empty

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Reads 31,052
Votes 1,108
Parts 18
Time 3h 30m

annus crankgameplays crankiplier depression eatingdisorder ed ethan ethannestor mark markfischbach markiplier mementomori unus unusannus

Ethan glared at the package of chips halfheartedly, desperately trying to keep his hands from reaching out and tearing the bag open as though his life depended on not eating the cheesy snack. He wanted them (god did he want them), but he knew he couldn't live with the repercussions. It was mildly concerning, a small part of him thought, considering he had never thought about the "repercussions " of food before.

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Ethan's attitude towards his body lately has been pretty worrisome, so I decided to write a fic where that was taken to the extreme.All Rights Reserved

annus crankgameplays crankiplier depression eatingdisorder ed ethan ethannestor mark markfischbach markiplier mementomori unus unusannus

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Dreams by xitslittyyx

Mark and Ethan go through a bad breakup. Friends interfere, along with making videos and trying to continue the job that they both feel so passionate about. They both made mistakes they regret and wish they could do better. One day, Ethan goes to the mall with a few of his friends and finds a strange yet beautiful dream catcher. He never saw what was coming next...

Drown (Markiplier x Reader) by living-dead-parker

where mark helps you trigger warning: self-harm, suicide, and suicidal thoughts, depression lower case intended (kind of a drabble and most of the character's ideas/thoughts/actions reflect some of my ideas/thoughts/actions)

Falling For You | Crankiplier by SpectralInk

Unus Annus has been long gone only a month and Ethan couldn't help but feel lost for an unknown reason, one that he would soon discover. For his Channel, he puts on a smile but only Mark could see right through it, what happens when he invites Ethan to stay with him for a while? There Ethan discovers he has feelings for his best friend, but will Mark accept or reject him?

Wake Up. Markiplier/CrankGameplays AU by AllTimePhan73

Ethan is haunted by nightmares. Every night Blank comes for him, torturing him until the moment he wakes up. So he's living off minimal sleep and way too many cups of coffee. It isn't healthy and he knew that. But what else could he do? Mark thinks he helps when he sleeps with him but, in reality, that means Dark can join in with the torturing. It isn't fun. Ethan can't take it anymore. But Blank isn't bad. At least, he doesn't want to be. Will the torturing ever end? Or will it carry on until the day Dark kills Ethan? TW: kind of a manipulative relationship, violence and a whole damn lot of threats, a little bit of anxiety, attempted suicide and some minor self harm.

Moon - CrankGameplays by Dark_Puppet832

[THIS IS NOT A X READER STORY NOR A LOVE STORY] Ethan has always been fascinated by the Moon: glowing up there, in the night sky, surrounded by stars, generously offering its glow to light his room. His cold, small room, where he spent hours and hours thinking about his condition. Looking at the Moon made everything much easier: washing away his fears became almost a joke, arguing with his mind and his self-esteem seemed like a game. Everything under the moonlight became easier to bear: his problems, his inner demons, his life. If he looked at the Moon, he felt nothing but a sensation of peace. "I'm so fucked up, man" "Aren't we all fucked up? You're the one that shows it"

Demons Can't Love by xitslittyyx

*NO SMUT!!! ONLY FLUFFY FLUFF!!❤️❤️ respect what Mark and Sean deem reasonable* The color red made Anti feel warm, too bad red rarely comes. Unless... Septiplier/antiplier/antiseptiplier fanfic. Also: ||Warning mention that there will be mention of blood and gore in this story, if you are easily triggered by that, don't read!! It's not bad, but I don't want people being like "omg ew gross why would u write that"||

You're Not Dead Yet by its_stupidhours

Ethan was... not at a good place, quite honestly. Because, well, it wasn't like there was any hope for him in the future. His channel was failing, he had no friends, and the experimental gap year he had taken was... not doing the best. May as well kill himself now before everything got worse (if that was even possible). But, of course, his future was bright. Ethan just didnt know that yet. And if the entity that appeared in (what was supposed to be) his final hour had any say in this, Ethan definitely wasn't going to die tonight. He just needed hope. TW for self harm, depression, and suicide, especially in the first chapter (everything's better by the end, just be warned). Please stay safe as you read this, for both of our sakes.

Trapped by Markipliersbabe

Something mysterious happens to Mark and all the fingers of blame point to Ethan. Can he solve this in time before both his and Mark's lives are changed forever?

Stay Down [A Crankiplier fanfic] by ccthemoth

Things were going smooth until Mark pulls an unexpected "prank" while on tour that everyone, except for Ethan knew about. I'll try to make any smut in it's own chapters so you can just skip over it if you want.

after it all {kokichi angst} by mindlessmikan

slightly hinted saiouma (atp more then slightly 💀) post-game au ◄ after the killing game kokichi starts giving up on his facade, letting it fall every few moments, the others start to take notice of this. ► ⚠️warnings: eating disorders spoilers depression underage smoking underage drinking mention of sh, no action of it, the characters in recovery from that cigarette addiction relapse alcoholic relapse ⚠️ there will be no active abusive relationships in this story

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Dreams

Mark and Ethan go through a bad breakup. Friends interfere, along with making videos and trying to continue the job that they both feel so passionate about. They both made mistakes they regret and wish they could do better. One day, Ethan goes to the mall with a few of his friends and finds a strange yet beautiful dream catcher. He never saw what was coming next...