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"He only knows your lies because he's living your lies too" 
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Louis grew up being bullied and abused by both his father and people at school for being gay. For being different, for being innocent, small, feminine, weird, all of the above. Louis couldn't take it anymore. If this continued it was going to kill him, literally. High School was going to be a new start, and by that he means he's going to pretend to be straight. He's gonna fit in with the bad boys. Do everything he doesn't want to do, but has to. He builds a reputation as someone Louis could never be, but who he has to be. He hates who he's become, but he has no choice. He's already too deep. For his 16th birthday, some guys took him to a strip club for his first drink and lap dance, cause that's what guys like him like. As much as Louis hated it, saying yes was probably the best decision of his life.All Rights Reserved

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Accidents Happen Love by Baby_Bear03

Harry Styles is a femine 17 year old boy who is starting over at a new school due to his mother wanting him out of her house. He doesn't show that he's feminine at school because he wants to avoid being bullied. He had a toxic relationship and now he's not very trusting. Louis Tomlinson is a quiet guy who doesn't really talk to people because he knows how horrible people can be. He's staying with his friends Niall and Zayn who are in a relationship. Both Louis' and Harry's world changes when they run into eachother. (No i didn't forget Liam, he's in here.) *peep some lirry tho*

S.... M. by itstilliswhatitis

Lately Louis started to fantasize about spanking his best mate. What was wrong with him? He was actually fantasizing about doing all sorts of sexual things with Harry. Most of all he just wanted to kiss him. It was so confusing! He couldn't help but slap Harrys bum every chance he got, usually when they were on stage. Harry seemed to like it though, challenging him back by asking him what he wanted to do to him. One night he found himself spanking Harry in their dressingroom when Harry willingly pulled his pants down and it was the beginning of a confusing time where they started to explore something new. No strings attached! Purely fictional! SMUTWARNING!

Sharing Louis Tomlinson (Larry AU) COMPLETED by pretzelsncake

Harry is gay. Louis is straight and has a girlfriend. Well. At least that's what Harry thought, until Liam blabs his mouth about Harry's sex life and mentions that Louis is, in fact, bi. And after a strange turn of events, Harry finds himself intimately attached to Louis during a one night stand he hadn't anticipated. After that, everything changes. *cough* smut *cough* ----- Chapters will probably go private after publishing (which is the norm for my books) so you will probably need to follow. (Also, I do this thing where I just throw all my chapters out at once. I've just had my first child, so I've been writing this whenever I can, and I'd rather publish it all at once rather than leave people waiting for chapters that could've taken months to be written.)

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

5 Leagues Above ➸ Larry Stylinson by soin1d

Louis could feel Harry behind him, the hot breath on his neck and the soft hands upon his waist. "You know I do more than tutor, don't you?" Harry whispered softly in his ear. The butterflies in Louis' stomach erupted, but before he could say anything, Harry had him pinned against the wall. Louis smiled when Harry kissed him, and wrapped his hand around the back of Harry's beautiful curls, pulling him in tighter. This felt right. Perfect, in fact. But no one could know... No one could ever know. * * * * * * * * * * * * Louis is the high school jock and the most popular kid in school with a big secret - he's gay. Despite his popularity, Louis feels empty inside. Loneliness consumes him, and Harry - his tutor that he's liked since day one- is the only thing that'll fill that void. Harry is a humble soft boy who knows more about romance than he let on. He tutors Louis multiple times a week and starts out blissfully unaware of Louis' feelings for him. However, he quickly develops feelings of his own and has a hard time hiding them from Louis. As their feelings for one another turn from a spark of interest into a flaming fire of passionate love, it becomes a constant struggle to keep their romance a secret. * * * * * * * * * * * * [Complete] First started: Nov. 5, 2020 First 1,000 reads: Nov. 6, 2020 First 10,000 reads: Nov. 11, 2020 First 50,000 reads: Dec. 5, 2020 Top Ranks: #1 in stylinson #4 in louistomlinson #1 in niallhoran #1 in larrystylinson #1 in louisandharry #1 in 1Dlove #2 in louis

Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

Hidden Secrets. [l.s.] ✔ by _g0ldenL0uis_

Harry [18] , a jock, plays any sport he can, hottest guy in school. He's of course popular and girls will do anything to get to him and have him in bed. but he has a dirty little secret. Louis [17], quiet, dark, a loner. he doesnt do sports he smokes weed. He's the lowest on the list of popular. hes cute but hes scary. hes a party animal with a bad reputation. One little accident makes everything change. From the boys "hatred" for one another to romance? Find out for yourself. ×WARNING× BOOK WILL CONTAIN SMUT. IF YOU DONT LIKE IT SKIP THE CHAPTER OR DONT READ. (warnings will be put before every smut scene :>) Yes I changed their ages. :)

Bitter Desire [Larry Stylinson] by hsluts

"It's always the secretly gay, closeted men who have the deepest resentment towards the openly gay ones." "You don't know what the fuck you're talking about. I'm not fucking gay." - Or the one where Louis swore he wasn't gay - until Harry moved in with his stupid painted nails and that annoying confidence that made everything Louis thought he knew feel like a lie. - ALSO ON AO3: HSLUTS Trigger warnings: - Internalised homophobia - Physical violence - Childhood trauma

The newbies (Larry Stylinson) by Larry421

Welcome to the next series! Holland is a private school for boys. The boys who are attending the school are so happy because they know the one and only most popular boys in town, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, and Zayn Malik. Everyone knows that they can get anything and everything that they want. Louis Tomlinson is the most popular out of the three of them, and that's thanks to their families wealthy bank account. Liam and Zayn are popular because they both are Louis's best friends. Louis and the other two think that they are living the life because they have that much popularity in their name. But when 2 boys enroll into the private school, everything changes. Harry Styles and Niall Horan, the two of them are also known to be popular, but that was back in their old school. However, when people hear about Harry and Niall's arrival, they go nuts. Harry did come from a wealthy family and so did Niall, so they are pretty important when it comes to society. Once the two of them join the school, everyone starts talking. This definitely makes the three current popular boys question who the hell they are and what are so good about them. When they arrive and the boys get a sight of the two newbies, tensions go high, and not exactly the bad kind. More of the sexual type. However, the three boys are going to have to learn the lesson of reality. That they have to work at getting what they want. They have to work to get the two boys to be theirs. Liam and Zayn wants Niall. Meanwhile, Louis wants Harry. Will they get they want? Well you have to read to see~ 🚨Warning🚨 -Boyxboy relationships - Smut (Possibly) - Profanity - ¡Feminine! Harry -¡Jock! Louis - ¡Jock! Liam - ¡Jock! Zayn - ¡Flowerboy! Niall

Feel my love... by madlylarrieziam

✓Completed There was so many expectations for me when I moved into a new city with my best friend, but the last thing I expected was to fall for a blind boy who may or may not hate his own existence. Curiosity is what lead me to him, curious to get to know about him, curious to know why he pushes away people, curious to know why he feels like he deserves to be bullied....but when I finally manage to break through his barriers, I realized I want to do anything to protect this boy from the cruel world and treat him with the love he deserves. But I don't know how he will react, embrace my love or push me away completely....

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Accidents Happen Love

Harry Styles is a femine 17 year old boy who is starting over at a new school due to his mother wanting him out of her house. He doesn't show that he's feminine at school because he wants to avoid being bullied. He had a toxic relationship and now he's not very trusting. Louis Tomlinson is a quiet guy who doesn't really talk to people because he knows how horrible people can be. He's staying with his friends Niall and Zayn who are in a relationship. Both Louis' and Harry's world changes when they run into eachother. (No i didn't forget Liam, he's in here.) peep some lirry tho