broken as i • a kylo ren story
hydrangearen
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  • Parts 62
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hydrangearen
Complete, First published Aug 29, 2020
Mature
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••••• completed but iffy •••••

"he continued to hold onto you for dear life, and you let him. he needed this. even though he would never admit it, he did. he truly did. 

and then it hit you; he was just as broken as you were."

• i do not own any star wars characters/ the franchise• 
•takes place after the force awakens•
•not inspired by anyone•
•cover by @rensbitch•
8/29/20 -> 12/9/20•
•kylo ren x reader•
All Rights Reserved
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⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ "𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖 𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚'𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚." ➢ ➢ Kylo Ren has been wounded following the final battle in The Force Awakens. As luck would have it, they're forced to crash land on his home planet of Chandrila for the closest medical treatment. Once he sees you - the young, beautiful and naïve princess - everything changes. The First Order becomes stationed there as your emotions override logic and you inevitably fall for him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING! This book depicts a toxic relationship with actions that I do not condone. There is abuse. It is not suited for all audiences. Originally Completed: September 2020 Editing completed: March 2023

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