ZINA (BWWM)
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  • Parts 29
  • Time 3h 44m
Complete, First published Oct 08, 2020
Mature
Completed ✔

"Look at me. Look at me!" 
 
Mathias's head wipes around do fast. I swallow my spit getting ready to say what's on my mind. 
 
"I know you don't feel the same but that doesn't mean you can avoid me like I have a virus. I don't care if you don't like me, that's fine. I'm going to still love you either way. I came to ask you to show me the movie." 
 
"Are you trying to make things hard on me. Seline can show you the movie. Ask her to set it up on the TV. I have work to do." 
 
"I didn't ask Seline. I'm asking you. I'm pretty sure you can work later."
 
Mathias starts typing again. I'm so mad. He's so difficult. I get up going around then press the power button.
 
"Why did you do that?" 
 
I go closer standing next to him. My hands crawl through his thick soft hair. I lean in so our eyes are meeting. 
 
"I. Want. To. Watch. The. Movie. Now." 
 
"You're really pushing my nerves. I might have lost hours worth of work." 
 
"I don't care. Movie." 
 
My hands move from his hair to hold his face. Even when he's driving me insane I want to kiss him. Touch him, do other things I'm don't know about with him. He consumes me and he doesn't know it. He pulls my hands away and picks me up putting my button on the keyboard.
 
"Is this what you want?" 
 
"Yes."
 
My breathing quickens. That slippery feeling coming between my legs. What is it? It feels amazing when I press my thighs together. Mathias holds my legs stopping me from doing so. He stands up to his full height. Towering over me. I peer up my cheeks redden. 
 
Mathias watches me and I can't help but lick my lips at the ravenous look in his eyes. I can see it now. He wants me.
Reaching up I pull his shirt so he's forced to bend down.
 
"If you don't show me the movie, I'll kiss you. It's your choice. Movie or a kiss." 
 
Mathias's eyes set on my lips. His eyebrow furrowing then suddenly he puts me down to the floor. 
 
"I'll ask Seline to make us popcorn."
...

~ A Forbbiden Affair Novel ~ book 1
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The pounding in my chest echoed the frantic thump of my heart. My breath hitched as a choked sob escaped my lips, followed by another, and another. My body trembled, a wave of fear washing over me. 'I hate you!' I screamed, the sound raw and desperate, barely audible over the deafening roar of my own terror. 'I fucking hate you!' I repeated, the words a desperate plea for sanity, for a semblance of control. A smirk, cruel and predatory, spread across his face. 'Really, I too hate you, sweetheart.' he murmured, taking a step towards me, the sound of his boots on the carpet sending shivers down my spine. 'You can't do this, you can't force me!' I choked out, backing away, as I pressed myself against the wall. 'Yes, I can. And I will,' he said, his voice a low growl, his presence a suffocating cage. He was close, his shadow looming over me, the scent of his cologne, usually a comforting aroma, now a noxious cloud of dread. My vision started blurring, tears welling up in my eyes, blurring the edges of the world around me. I fought against the overwhelming urge to just let go, to succumb to the overwhelming wave of despair crashing over me. 'You are mine to play and mine to ruin!' His words pierced through the haze of fear, his hot breath fanning against my neck, the sensation sending a jolt of terror through me, making my thighs clench involuntarily. He reveled in my fear, my helplessness. It was like I was a puppet, dancing to his cruel tune, every move dictated by his monstrous will. I hated him, I hated what he was doing to me, I hated myself for allowing it. He stopped abruptly, his touch fading, leaving me trembling in his wake. He turned away, his silhouette a looming shadow against the wall, and strode out of the room without a glance, leaving me alone in my own fear, my own despair. He was gone, but the fear remained, a chilling reminder of the power he held over me. I was a prisoner in his house, a captive of the monster who had consumed me whole.