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Their shared suffering - ELU

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2020 angerissues bipolardisorder depression eatingdisorders eliottdemaury fears gaycouple love lucaslallemant mentalillness paris skamfrance socialanxiety

Lucas and Eliott were in love.
There was no doubt about it. 
Over two years of beautiful memories, lots of kisses, and wonderful vacation trips were made and neither of them would trade it for the world.
Yet there was something that was disturbing the peace of their relationship.
Their shared suffering.

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TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND SELF HARM 
ALSO WATCH OUT FOR: DISORDERED EATING HABITS AND DETAILED FIGHT SITUATIONS AND A WHOLE LOT OF SADNESSAll Rights Reserved

2020 angerissues bipolardisorder depression eatingdisorders eliottdemaury fears gaycouple love lucaslallemant mentalillness paris skamfrance socialanxiety

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In due time (Completed) by mikz0209

"You were worried about me, Specs?" He smirked. "No, Tyler. I hoped that someone cut up your corpse and fed it to paranas. Obviously I was, you idiot! I'm a doctor. Worrying about people is kind of programmed into my system. It's a curse if you ask me," I surprised myself a lot more than I thought was possible with my answer. And what did he do? Laugh! He fucking laughed! Not full on rolling- on- the- floor laughter but a laugh nonetheless. "This isn't funny, Tyler." "It kind of is. Almost a month ago, I would've sworn that you hated me. Be careful, Specs," he squinted down at me, "or you might actually sound as if you like me." I rolled my eyes. "Don't flatter yourself. I was concerned. Don't confuse that with affection. It's two very, very different things." *** When you think that all is not lost in the world. That not all men are pricks and that not all sushi is bad. When you think that there is a light, no matter how dim, at the end of the tunnel. When you think that life isn't the ruthless bitch you've always thought it was... It turns around and bites you in the ass. When you think that the past will always and forever remain where it should be... It comes at you from every direction. Like a violent tsunami destroying everything...and everyone in it's path. Can you change what happened? I wish. Can you stop what's going to happen? God! I really hope so.

Gold Dust || JJK by aiemramona

"I can't fucking breathe without you, Faye. You mean everything to me." Why does this sound better than I love you? It took me this long to realize that he was serious. Now that I look at him, I understand. The never-ending saga between us and the hardest pill to swallow. Something as rare as gold dust.

An Emotional Wreck by Not_Human_Enough

Well, what happens when you're abused, bullied, living with depression and anxiety and are a gay teenaged boy? You get given a new chance with a new family who seem to really love you. That's how lucky Virgil was, but a new enemy stands in his way now. High school. #4 in Remy (11/10/19) 💜❤💜❤💜❤💜❤💜❤💜 ABUSE! MORE ABUSE! SELF HARMING! MENTAL HEALTH! This book will contain a lot of abuse, and I'm not talking about what you may think. I'm talking really horrible things, if you have the slightest feeling that you could be triggered please don't read this book. I don't want to be responsible for a person's downward spiral. If not, then please do note all you read is fiction and if you know of anyone (or yourself) going through something like what is described then please get help, and you can always contact me if nothing else.

Till Last Year? by martinmidnight13

Insight- As soon as he gave up and gave me access a sort of frenzy began. I increased the intensity of the kiss, kissing and sucking his tongue hard to drain all the fluids from his mouth. Our teeth clashed and neither he seemed to care about how much that hurt and nor do I. I liked that he didn't break it and continued without even gasping for breath. I update everyday! So please give a read. Teddy has started his new life. Forgetting what happened the last September. He has decided to be strong and just get through his engineering. While suffering from panick attacks Lucas is Teddy's crush since first year.Lucas is happy with his girlfriend Aleia. He is friends with guys that constantly bullied Teddy and made his life living hell! When Lucas comes to know about Teddy's panick attacks, he tries everything he can to fix it. Will Lucas start to have feelings for Teddy during this treatment of Teddy? Did Lucas have some part in bullying Teddy? Can Lucas come to peace with Teddy's own secrets? Secrets that make Lucas hate Teddy! Follow this story and it will take you through heartbreaks, happiness, sadness and most importantly the pain. The pain that you want to avoid but deep down you want it too. The pain after which there are tears. Tears of joy. So my cast is ready...are you?

Second Chance by LDGilles

They have been best friends for eighteen years. Life happened and they lost touch... Seventeen years later, family and fate decided to give it another try. Gabe and Gabby both accomplished a great deal in their life. He is rich, handsome and successful. She is independent, smart, wealthy, not to mention gorgeous. He was named one of the most eligible bachelors, and she just wanted to find a guy that will love her... not her money. When Gabe saw Gabby for the first time after seventeen years, he knew exactly what he wanted. He just had to make her realize it, and Gabby was terrified. Coming on too strong and with so much passion was frightening for Gabby, but Gabe was persistent and would not give up this time. How else would he make her see him as something more than a best friend she grew up with? He didn't want to spend the rest of his life wondering what would or would not be. After all, seventeen years would not let him forget... Would he survive if she didn’t want the same thing?

Skinny Love (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616

Dream is trying to hide his eating disorder, depression and anxiety really badly, but George and Sapnap start noticing more and more signals. When Dream is home alone, Sapnap and George fly over. Dream passes out and George and Sapnap realise something is completely wrong. At the same time Dream starts realising his crush on George, but George doesn't seem to feel the same... in fact he seems to be homophobic... All stories around the eating disorder, depression and anxiety are based on my own life, the ship isn't and everything based around their lives also isn't. TW's: -eating disorder -depression -anxiety -self harm -suicidal thoughts and attempts (mentions)

BROKEN HOPE (Broken Redemption Book 2) by ArianaClarkAuthor

I was so damn naive it's no wonder I've ended up here. Kidnapped by the man who promised me forever, just as I'd begun to understand the depths of his betrayal. It's a sad truth I didn't marry my husband for love. I married him for the life he promised to provide, and if I'm honest with myself, I married him in hopes one day he'd fill the void Lucas-my first love-left behind. Now after so many years, they're both back. And in my desperation to feel loved, to be wanted and chosen I've walked straight into this trap. All because I forgot life's harshest lesson... I'm not enough. No matter how much or how fiercely I love, the choice will never be me. Especially now. Surrounded by danger and at the mercy of my husband's enemies, I'm forced to face one final bit of truth. Much like love, hope is for the weak. I was a fool to believe in the vows and promises they made.

Relief • (Sixx:A.M) by livdonna

Desperate to find relief from the intense highs and lows of his bipolar disorder, and be able to function on tour, James figures out a solution that seems to work wonders. It's doesn't take long until things begin to spiral out of control, which lead to Nikki and DJ realizing that something is seriously wrong. . TW: This is an EATING DISORDER story ... if that triggers you, DON'T READ THIS!! I care about your well being ! . If you are comfortable reading it, go right ahead!!! I always say if any one has any questions about eating disorders please ask! As someone who has been through it myself, i am always willing to educate and raise more awareness! :) Also your feedback and comments are always appreciated!!!

you over anything? by prettymuch318

you love your best friend, but he doesn't love you that way. buttt then you start to love his best friend. will you all make it work? or will it all just go wrong?

Lost in the Wild by guiltypleasure20

Sometimes the demons of your past come back to haunt you. Lucas and Emery have a burning past, one they each tried to forget. But when they're thrown back together in a random twist of fate they are forced to navigate through the ups and downs of their relationship whilst fighting through their own mental disorders, there's a fine line between love and hate, right? You know what they say, there ain't no sparks without a little fire. Trigger Warning, contains: -Eating Disorder -Pyromania -Mental Health Institution -Toxic relationships

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In due time (Completed) cover

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An Emotional Wreck cover

Till Last Year? cover

Second Chance cover

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In due time (Completed)

"You were worried about me, Specs?" He smirked. "No, Tyler. I hoped that someone cut up your corpse and fed it to paranas. Obviously I was, you idiot! I'm a doctor. Worrying about people is kind of programmed into my system. It's a curse if you ask me," I surprised myself a lot more than I thought was possible with my answer. And what did he do? Laugh! He fucking laughed! Not full on rolling- on- the- floor laughter but a laugh nonetheless. "This isn't funny, Tyler." "It kind of is. Almost a month ago, I would've sworn that you hated me. Be careful, Specs," he squinted down at me, "or you might actually sound as if you like me." I rolled my eyes. "Don't flatter yourself. I was concerned. Don't confuse that with affection. It's two very, very different things." *** When you think that all is not lost in the world. That not all men are pricks and that not all sushi is bad. When you think that there is a light, no matter how dim, at the end of the tunnel. When you think that life isn't the ruthless bitch you've always thought it was... It turns around and bites you in the ass. When you think that the past will always and forever remain where it should be... It comes at you from every direction. Like a violent tsunami destroying everything...and everyone in it's path. Can you change what happened? I wish. Can you stop what's going to happen? God! I really hope so.