[[[all of my flaws]]][[[part ii]]] - Kelly - Wattpad

[[[all of my flaws]]][[[part ii]]]

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'Lily?' He said quietly. I didn't respond. I hoped he thought I was sleeping. Even though I doubted I'd be getting much sleep. I had far too much on my mind to switch off. I was finding it so hard to concentrate on what I was supposed to be doing when I was so consumed with guilt. Every time he looked at me with those kind blue eyes, all I could think about was how much I must've hurt him. I had walked away without ever looking back, no explanation, nothing but a sorry note. How he could cope without wanting to kill me I'd never know.
I guessed the kindest thing I could do was at least stop ignoring him and stop treating him like he'd done something wrong.
'Yeah?' I eventually replied.
'I...' He began. But a long silence hung in the air, as though he was thinking what to say next. 'Good night.' He said with a sigh. Whatever it was he was going to say, I doubted it had been just 'goodnight'. 
That had been my queue to speak up. But I couldn't. I was still too ashamed of what I'd done to face it.Tüm hakları saklıdır

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KayClarkey tarafından yazılmış [[[all of your flaws]]] [[[part i]]] adlı hikaye

'No.' I said bluntly and walked away. I'd tried my best to keep calm, but was now resorting to holding my bottom lip with my teeth to stop it trembling. I couldn't believe that out of all the bands in the world, I had been assigned this one. With him. What on earth was I supposed to do? I'd never dreamed of seeing him again, and definitely not at work. But hadn't I known he was in a band? Hadn't he been the one who'd planted the idea in my head to work with musicians? I felt incredibly stupid and embarrassed. I took myself off to the ladies toilets before heading back to the office, checking I was alone before shutting the cubicle door and letting out a silent scream. No one could ever find out that Dan and I were married.

LadyLagunah tarafından yazılmış A Little Burden ( J.JK) adlı hikaye

- Y/N's POV- I still remember that day clearly.....every night it comes back to me like a nightmare. The small fragile human getting pushed into my arms. Tears streaming down my face as I looked at her....Doctors storming in from everywhere trying everything they could to keep her alive. The look in her eyes she gave me made me break inside. She knew she wasn't going to make it. She smiled at me and took one last look at her child before speaking. ''Take care of Minjoon'' the heart monitor going flat drummed through my ears as my mother collapsed to the ground. It's a day I wish to forget, but whenever I look at him it all just comes back. ''Eomma'' I snapped out of my daze feeling Minjoon his tiny hand tug on my jacket. ''Ah Minjoon- ah what did I say about calling me eomma'' I pointed out making him look at the ground. ''Not to call you that....'' He muttered softly making me nod my head. ''Noona it's Noona'' I joked before pinching his cheek. He sure grew up a lot...Wish you could be here to see that.

Blackrosetoni tarafından yazılmış A Sweet Forgotten Black Rose adlı hikaye

(Y/N) has lost her memories. She can't seem to remember anything from her past. Almost 25 years later, the memories start to flood in more constant than usual. All she knows is that there's a mystery guy behind her flashbacks. She's determined to wait for him. Little did she know, Fizzarolli was angry and heartbroken by her. Flashback: A part of this memory skipped and she could see a dark room. It didn't look to be a room but a closet? The lights seem to be running low. How strange, almost scary. She felt hopeless, maybe sad. It was confusing but there were a lot of negative emotions. She found a bouquet of black roses. Black Roses, they seem to call to her. There was a note attached to it. She read it aloud. 'Dear (Y/N), I'm sorry I didn't meet you last night. I had actually fallen.... Yesterday was very tiring. Please (Y/N), I don't want to fight anymore. Without you by my side it would be like a clown missing his balloons. I am outside.... The letter made her feel as if her heart was doing backflips. She could feel herself laughing. He really did know how to get her out of her bad mood. She observed the black roses. They were very beautiful but there was more to them than the memory seems to show. End of flashback.

Growened tarafından yazılmış The unreachable mountain adlı hikaye

"You're unbearable!" He kicks her with utter contempt. "Please tell me where I'm wrong, causing you discomfort was not my intention," she said crying, causing him to hit her against the ground again. "Do you think you can live with good intentions? Didn't you have all the time you wanted to change and learn? You still dare to ask for more!" He yells at her with hatred, he blamed her for being the one will cause a woman to be beaten; He didn't want to be that kind of man. However, what he lived with her caused him to bring out what he hated the most about himself from within. -Forget it love- said a woman who was next to her- it's not worth it- this dog was supposed to be her friend, she was supposed to support her just like she did; however he managed so that he and she hated each other and thus be able to steal it. The woman on the floor does not know how much she was framed and harmed by her naivety, nor did she know that this was the beginning of her misfortunes. Because of that woman she did not stop suffering, wherever she went she suffered verbal or physical abuse and everything was orchestrated by this woman; she didn't know until she was about to faint. "Why?" She asked this unarmed woman without knowing why she hated him so much. She never did anything to hurt him. She just laughed viciously without answering him, she didn't have to waste her time with an insect; leaving La to die imprisoned in the house where she was kidnapped. "Answer me!" She got up from her bed screaming "Eh? This looks like my room; Did I reincarnate myself in the past?" She ran to the bathroom just to see that her assumption was correct. She thanked the heavens for this second chance by promising that she wouldn't be fooled a second time.

beingellie tarafından yazılmış Tourniquet adlı hikaye

My eyes shot open adjusting into the darkened space, the only source of light coming from my old blue lamp as it cast a soft glow, illuminating the shadows of my possessions, the coat handing on the back of my door producing a large figure on the side of my white wall. “That’s me.” I fell off the bed. --------------------------------------- Lily's life has revolved around her blood condition, pain after pain keeps bringing her closer to death and she just doesn't see the point in being alive anymore. So when she gets into one final accident and the paramedics are called out, life may just start to have meaning. But when that consists of a rather freaky guy who claims he can help her, will she destroy herself to live again?

Miyuko_js_dead tarafından yazılmış Back To You adlı hikaye

"Can you forget about me...?" I asked him as we stood in the frozen night. He shook his head. I smile, "Well, in that case..." I pause to step back a bit and look up at him. "I'm sorry...," With that, I fall back and into the river. All I could feel was the icey water slowly filling my lungs and then... 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬. I never meant for him to fall in love with me. However, when I woke up, I woke up in a white room, "A hospital room...?" I thought to myself. I look around wondering how and why I was here...and then I see him... right next to me. I slightly frowned and tried to get up. He gently placed a hand on my shoulder, urging me to lie back down. I fought against him, trying to get away from him. But he held me firmly, his eyes filled with concern and love. "Please, calm down. You scared me when you fell into the river. I thought I had lost you," he whispered, his voice breaking with emotion. I stopped struggling and looked into his eyes, seeing the pain and fear that I had caused him. I then looked down as I said, "I thought I'd make it easier for you." His face paled. "What do you mean?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. I took a deep breath and confessed, "I never wanted you to fall in love with me." I say. He looked at me in shock, his grip on my shoulder loosening. "Why would you say that? Why would you think that would be easier for me?" he asked, his voice filled with confusion and hurt. I closed my eyes, unable to meet his gaze as I replied, "Because I don't deserve your love. I'm not who you think I am." He sat there in silence, processing my words. And then, without warning, he leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. I pulled away, stunned by his action. "I don't care who you think you are. I love you, for you dumbass," he said.

Ad_nila tarafından yazılmış What Are We? adlı hikaye

...there is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable. " Kharis, why don't you just tell me how you feel because how you act is confusing me. " I said fed up with the uncertainty of our situation. " Is there something here or am I just making a fool of myself?" I scoffed. Having said that out loud, a cloud of embarrassment built over me. Of course there was nothing between us, he wasn't capable of looking at me as anything other than an intruder to his perfect little family. He just needed a shoulder to cry on and a heart to play games with and like the fool I am, I served it up to him on a silver platter. This was nothing but a way for him to deal with the whole Kalen situation. I was just a distraction. He remained completely silent and that was a good enough answer for me. I should have crushed this stupid crush years ago. I should have never let him get this close. " Okay, " I said softly. " I get it, I was just a distraction, a way to deal with what's happening." I had to fight real hard to fight back the tears that were just begging to be let free. He doesn't deserve them, no one does!. " I should have known! " I said feeling like an utter fool. I attempted to push past him but before I could he stepped in front of me and looked me dead in the eyes. Shit, maybe I shouldn't have mentioned Kalen. He kept his eye contact as he slowly got to his knees. He's eyes were watery at this point and the guilt of mentioning Kalen was beginning to eat me up. Shit, shit! " I'm sorry, I shouldn't have..." I said getting to my knees as well. " I don't know how you've been able to over look all the shit I put you through over the years." He said with such a low tone, i don't think he was talking to me. He immediately looked away probably ashamed of himself. " I'm blackened at the heart by all the pain I caused you, so don't apologize I'm only getting what I deserve.

Kay_Mya tarafından yazılmış Cracking Open adlı hikaye

"Gabby why didn't you just tell me." He says and I know what he means Looking down at the ground I shook my head and say "I couldn't." I stand up and begin walking over to the big window. "Why Gabby? I'm not the one to judge." He says following me Turning to him I look closely studying him while his vehement stare was also on me. "J I didn't want you to look at me like a charity case. I can handle myself and I did very well for what was handed to me and what I had. Just please don't think of me different and don't look at me different." I say Coming up to me he wraps his arms around me and says "Gabriella I would never, how did this even happen to you?" Once again I stare at the ground "Jase one day, when I'm ready I will tell you." He slowly nods his head and kisses my forehead. As he continues to hold me a tear slips from my eye and I just allow myself to let the pain that was built up inside escape once and for all. Please come check out CRACKING OPEN. - Kay

Angelwings343 tarafından yazılmış Solar Jasper love story adlı hikaye

"Don't do that ." I spoke before I bit my bottom lip . "What is it that I did? , If I may ask ?" He chuckled deeply clearly amused with how he affected me . I looked at the ground . "You know what I'm talking about ." He stepped closer . "I am sure I don't know what you mean. " His voice in my ear . "That's not fair." His hands grabbed onto my small freckled shoulders . "You want to talk about fair coming in here tempting me the way you are that is unfair . " He spoke gruffly as if frustrated . I looked up at him confused,how was I tempting him . "You don't know the affect you have on me sweetheart do you." I still looked confused .

nexoticswrits tarafından yazılmış Indelible Memories// KTH adlı hikaye

You take the last spoon of porridge near his mouth. he make a disgusting face because he doesn't like it but you glare at him making him eat it while pouting.You chuckled softly. You stand up and put the empty bowl down and take a glass of water gave it to him and you take two medicines one white and another was green. You sit beside him. You gave him medicines. "Mini" he called you by your nickname he discovered for you. You nodded waiting for him to say something. "To whom we say I Love You ?!?" He asked innocently making you smile at his cuteness. He blink his eyes waiting for your answer. You look at the white wall infront of you. "We say 'I Love You' to the person who loves you, care about you, makes you happy, and with whom you want to stay with rest of your life" You explained to him, felt him staring at your face. You look at him. He was gazing at your face with unfamiliar glint in his eyes. And he look away gave you empty glass and you put it down. "Now it's time to take rest" you informed him. He nodded innocently making you giggle. You attached his forehead to yours after placing a peck on his forehead. He look in your eyes as well you too. "I love you" he said out of nowhere. You look at him with an emotion you don't even know. He leaned forward and placed his lips on your making your eyes widened. He back away immediately and laid down after covering himself with duvet making you froze at your place. Still processing what happened few seconds ago... ______ He came closer to you and caged you between himself and the wall. "Answer my question Miss Min!? Have we met before? Do I knew you?" He asked in his deep voice that may cause you to shivered. You look in his eyes which was staring into your soul but they look blank. He isn't your Tae anymore. You look away and take a deep breath. "N-no-no" you speak. He know you are lying his eyes darken. _______ "I don't want him to remember me. He isn't my baby bear anymore" What happened next??? Read

k1ngdom_of_dreams tarafından yazılmış Troubled love adlı hikaye

"I do. I do believe you." He cuts me off. "I'm sorry for accusing you I just, I don't know. At the time I thought it made sense." "Don't apologise. I deserved your outburst guilty or not. I deserved a lot more than that." I excuse honestly. "Why do you have to make this so hard?" He groans. "Sorry?" I ask. "You. You're making this difficult." "I didn't mean-" "That right there. Quit being a gentleman. You are making it so hard to hate you right now." "I-" I get cut off by his lips on mine. His hands hold onto either side of my face as he roughly kisses me. I close my eyes and let him lead. He falls into my lap and I wrap my hand around him and hold his hips.

amberrun tarafından yazılmış Weight of Living || The Galaxy Cat Sweater Fanfic {Alternative Chapters} adlı hikaye

Let me cut this long story short: there are some chapters I started writing, but didn't like, and then saved on my computer just to have it, but never planned on posting them. But as you all liked this story so much, I decided to upload some more stuff, and maybe, eventually, some day I'll work on a sequel. But this is it, for now! (: *** SEQUEL OUT NOW: Haunt || The Oversized Green Parka http://www.wattpad.com/story/12854198-haunt-the-green-oversized-parka-bastille-dan-smith

Thrangirl tarafından yazılmış The Elvenking, Thranduil♚ adlı hikaye

THIS IS MY FIRST BOOK IM SORRY FOR THE MASSIVE CRINGE THAT YOU'RE GOING TO EXPERIENCE!!! "I woke up in big bed, like it can almost fit 4 people in. And the is Lord Thranduil, holding my hand. "Sorry Lord Thranduil, I failed you." I speak out. "No, you did good" He said smiling. I looks into his eyes and get lost in them every time because they are so beautiful. "Doctor said you will have to lay in bed for 9 days." Lord Thranduil said. "But... But I'm your first guard, I have to protect you." I said with a crack in my voice. "I know but, you're ill. You cannot continue or you'll die." "isn't that what I'm your guard for? Protect you until I die?" I asked him. "You are my guard to help and to protect me, but not until you die." He spoke with confidence. "Very well then, what's the plan then?" I asked. "Well, you lay in my bed for 9 days then you will take it easy on yourself." "Lord, I'm in your bed?" "Yes, I want you to feel comfortable. Now get some rest my darling." He stands from his chair, kisses my forehead and leaves. I felt so special, I was called 'his darling' and I get to lay in his bed for 9 days. I closed my eyes but, still having a smile on my face. I fall asleep." COMPLETED

trucefully tarafından yazılmış the 12 days of christmas // bastille adlı hikaye

"I wonder which one you would be. I mean, which testament. Maybe it depends on which one of us is older." I smiled tiredly at his hand. "One tells of the beginning, and one of the end. They complete each other, like the perfect story line. And without one..." I shifted my eyes up to his face, slack with slumber but tight with wounds and dressing. Each day he didn't wake up, a bit of him was lost to death. I swallowed, pulling his hand to my chest. "...The other is lost."

KrazyKstan tarafından yazılmış Just a fan...|Dallon Weekes X Reader| adlı hikaye

He saw her in the crowd. She was having so much fun. She was jumping around, dancing, singing, and just enjoying everything in general. She loved every bit of that concert. But eventually all of that would end. She would be dragged by her legs back into her own mental hell. She was broken. The day he met her, was a day he'd never forget. He knew that. But he didn't know that he would feel anything extra. He would never forget her. Most of the time she never thought anything of him. She forced herself to shut him out. Just like she did with everyone else. She felt useless. So she tried to fix herself. She wanted to leave, but not just for a while. But forever. She was going to do it despite whatever he said. He said she was important, but she knew that he was lying. Everyone thought she was just a depressed emo, who would do the things did just to make herself seem important. She knew she meant nothing to him....or anyone. She tried. But she failed. For he got in her way. He stopped her from completing the one thing that would make her.....happy.....forever happy. But he wouldn't allow it. She thought she was just a meaningless fan. But that wasn't true. Because to him........ She was so much more....... //TRIGGER WARNING//

hunycombs tarafından yazılmış Dusk Till Dawn adlı hikaye

I am wide awake. At 3 am, and all I can think about is him, turned to his left, left cheek squished onto his pillow, eyes shut, not tight shut but gently shut. Him breathing quietly and a soft light from the window falling upon his face. Sleeping. All I can think about is how he is at peace, sleeping without a care in the world. Even if tomorrow he would wake up stressed and agitated. Right now he is asleep, peacefully, and here I am. Staring at the ceiling, begging to god to stop the pain, my hands entwined together, saying to him that I'm tired and that I'm not as strong as He thinks I am. I still believed in Him, because whenever I lost faith, I got a reason right away to not lose it. My dearest was at peace, he was happy without me. And this time I knew. He was not coming back. He was gone. And all my memories of his smile, his hair, his body scent, his hands, the scars on his body, his two vampire-like teeth, his expressions, his cheesy lines, his eyes. His eyelashes, eyebrows, and the way he used to light up after seeing me rushed in. Of how his eyes didn't shine when we met for the last time. How I missed the special way we used to say goodbye. He loved me. He always had. He put in all his efforts just to see me. He did it all. But he didn't love me, not anymore.

dstry0515 tarafından yazılmış In Shadows of Night adlı hikaye

I woke to a sudden breeze invading the warmth from the heavy blanket that caressed my skin. Here, alone with my thoughts, the still, calm quiet in the atmosphere is almost painful. I feel suffocated in the clingy, static air. In quiet, still moments like these, I can almost feel Him. I don't know who "Him" is, but I can feel his presence. It's almost calming, especially on fearful, anxiety fueled nights. Usually, he was the strongest when I had a nightmare. The nightmares weren't as common now, but, right after everything happened, I was having them every night. I'd wake up and swear I was drenched in blood, my eyes and lips sticky, my nose filled with the smell of iron and fuel. After everything, that's when Him first came. From there, he just never left. I can usually sense when Him is near. Today, though, his presence is stronger. I can almost feel Him next to me, weighing down the mattress. Some nights, I roll over and imagine how he looks, envision his smile or the sparkle in his eyes. He's never there and I'm left clutching to the thought that he exists, staring into empty air. Tonight, though, I swear I can reach out and touch him. Extending my hand gently, I sweep my hand out into the darkness and meet an inexplicable warmth. A scream rips from my lungs as hands cover my face and two icy blue eyes stare back at me, daring me to speak again. A soft cloth caressed my nose and mouth before I felt myself fade into bed. All Rights Reserved. Contains graphic descriptions of violence and assault. Contains battle scene.

CHILLBONEZ tarafından yazılmış 3 ᴀᴍ [𝑇𝑜𝑏𝑦 𝑋 𝑀𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟] adlı hikaye

[REWRITE] Every night, I wake up to the same nightmare. All I can do is sit in my freezing bed and watch it all flash before my eyes. "Do you feel the cool wind?" He questioned with chapped lips spreading wide into a bone-chilling, thin grin. I remember how his hand grips at my pipes, my head turning into a warm haze. "I said: do you f-feel it?" With the question still lingering in the air, my vision goes dark and all is silent. Thank god it is just a bad dream, right? [Toby Rogers x male!reader] ___________ *TRIGGER WARNING* - murder - mental, emotional, and physical abuse - drug abuse - alcohol abuse - identity theft, etc... Read at your own risk. I DO NOT support or encourage to do these things. This is just a story.

kalBTS tarafından yazılmış Untitled adlı hikaye

I open my eye, i was feeling so much pain around my whole body specially on my head. I was on a bed, i can hear some sounds out side the room like there are a lot peoples my eye can't take the light that comes from the room's bulb it felt like i was a new born baby who can't open his eyes properly, oh my gosh! it hurts much so i closed them back and start to figure out how i end up in this place.... A week later i was out from that place feeling like i was new for this whole word i take my 1 feet out of room then stand there for a minute." how i'm i going to stay like this i wish i could sleep on that bed until everything gets more better!" His voice being me back from my thought " hey aren't you coming will you stand there until you remembered something?" oh! he is so kind but he doesn't want to show it..... he take my hand and i take my second step to this new whole world with this guy named... " ᴍɪɴ ʏᴏᴏɴɢɪ" i named it untitled because i want who ever read this give a title to the story. You can put your self in the place of "I" when you read, thank you!!!

KayClarkey tarafından yazılmış [[[the wonderful mess that we've made]]] [[[part iii]]] adlı hikaye

'Lily.' A soft voice said from somewhere in the dark. My head was fuzzy and my body discontented from my brain. But the main thing was I felt no pain. I felt relief. I wasn't in the rubble anymore. I could hear beeps and distant voices. I knew I was safe in hospital. 'Lily, open your eyes.' I knew that voice. A happiness crept over me. 'Dan?' I tried to say but barely a sound left my dry mouth. 'Hey sleepy head.' It took far too much effort to do as I was told, but I eventually opened my eyes to see his beautiful face near mine. He was lying beside me in a hospital bed. The window behind him was dark. I wondered what time or what day it even was. I then noticed one of his hands was stroking my face and the other holding mine. 'You know how to scare me.' He laughed sourly. 'Sorry.' I whispered. 'De ja vu.' I told him. It was just like the time is woken up in hospital all those years ago with Dan beside me. I had so many questions but no brain capacity to ask just yet. I wanted to go back to sleep. And that's what I did.

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What Are We? cover

Cracking Open cover

Solar Jasper love story cover

Indelible Memories// KTH cover

Troubled love cover

Weight of Living || The Galaxy Cat Sweater Fanfic {Alternative Chapters} cover

The Elvenking, Thranduil♚ cover

the 12 days of christmas // bastille cover

Just a fan...|Dallon Weekes X Reader| cover

Dusk Till Dawn cover

In Shadows of Night cover

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'No.' I said bluntly and walked away. I'd tried my best to keep calm, but was now resorting to holding my bottom lip with my teeth to stop it trembling. I couldn't believe that out of all the bands in the world, I had been assigned this one. With him. What on earth was I supposed to do? I'd never dreamed of seeing him again, and definitely not at work. But hadn't I known he was in a band? Hadn't he been the one who'd planted the idea in my head to work with musicians? I felt incredibly stupid and embarrassed. I took myself off to the ladies toilets before heading back to the office, checking I was alone before shutting the cubicle door and letting out a silent scream. No one could ever find out that Dan and I were married.

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