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I Wish I Didn't Exist (Gold x Silver - Pokémon boy x boy ship)

AnndraMichealMacRae

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Reads 17,995
Votes 731
Parts 33
Time 3h 13m

AnndraMichealMacRae

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Silver is not a happy person. His past still haunts him and seems to have fallen into a spiral of depression. His life sucks. He never feels that he is good enough. Nor does he believe that he deserves happiness. He feels that he is an embarrassment to his family. He's convinced that his purpose in life is to fail. He believes that he is a bad person and he deserves the horrible life that he has. His wellbeing has suffered intensely. He can't find a way out.

Could a chance encounter with someone from the past change it all? 


-I do not own the image, Credit to the person that drew it-All Rights Reserved

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