I want to live. I want to love. I think I am ready.

Dean Winchester is finally free and can finally live his own life. Write his own story.

And yet, he is nowhere near being happy. On the contrary, he is feeling worse than he has ever felt before. Learning that the one thing that Dean has dreamed about for years, the one thing that could make him truly happy, was always within reach for him - has left him more broken than he has ever been before. The moment he learned this, was both the happiest moment in his life. But also the most heartbreaking.

Dean's one wish in life has always been to be loved back the way he loves his family. Being loved back the same way he has loved Castiel for the last decade. And now he can have that. He can have Cas.

He only needs to save his angel first.

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Season 15 fix it fanfic (in which the cursed finale doesn't exist at all).

[I do not own any of the main characters]
words: 40k

AN:
Can also be found on ao3 under the same username: @/FirebreathingReader. (please excuse the shitty cover, I can't edit shit if my life depended on it, but please don't repost)

(*English is not my first language, so I apologize for any typos*)