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Everything You Never Had.

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Parts 66
Time 7h 16m

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After Alyana suffered a horrific car accident, it resulted her into becoming wheelchair bound. 

Alyana goal was to try to survive this life of hers but, It became difficult after her father thought it was best for her to move to New Jersey with her Uncle Ben to greave of her traumatic past. 

The most unexpected event occurred in her life to choose whether she should live or die. 

|Thank you for choosing to read this story.|

|EYNH includes humor, romance, death, mental health, domestic violence and traumatic events|
*DISCLAIMER* Possible suicide and self harm scenes. Please read at your own risk.
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