How I Survived
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Complete, First published Mar 04, 2021
Mature
BEING REWRITTEN THIS IS THE OLD VERSION

You haven't learnt anything until you learn monsters have nightmares too.

Paint me as a villain and call me a monster but I am the architect of my own destruction and that will forever remain engraved inside me.

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"We need to get you home" he says attempting to keep me standing.

"No" I groan, "you just don't understand"

He rolls his eyes asking "understand what darling?"

"I am home" I giggle before hiccuping "you are my home"


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This story consists of a badass main character but not in the cringey way, just give this story a go.

It has a mixture of drama, love, forgery, murder, assassins, mafias, betrayal, lies and secrets.
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