"Tommy, are you sure you're ok?" "Of course!" When Tommyinnit disappears from the internet for nearly a month, fans and friends alike panic. When he returns, all seems normal until he refuses to stream with his camera on. What secret is he hiding, and will he be able to hide it with his friends determined to figure it out? MCYT Fanfic, some angst, my motivation hates me, NONE of this happened in real life, I hate my motivation, Trigger Warnings at the start of chapters that need them. Good luck!