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•{stars}• [+lams, modern/collage au+] ⭐️(on hold)⭐️

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Reads 132
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Parts 4
Time 17m

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-angst, fluff, ...smut? maybe.-
Alex is a broken human being. He's a purger, not to mention he cuts too, and he can't seem to fall asleep at a normal time. Who could live such a thing? 
John could. He believes Alex is the most beautiful thing, and he'll do whatever it takes to keep him safe... Even if it breaks him too.All Rights Reserved

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