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the bau, and the team, had always been understanding of your mental health, letting you take days or weeks off when you weren't feeling too great. this time things got really bad and you tried to end your life. you had been off work for a month and hadn't seen anyone since. the team come by to check if you're ok and are satisfied with you telling them through the door. but that isn't enough for emily anymore. 

trigger warning: this will include talk of mental illness, self harm (nothing too graphic), mention of a suicide attempt (in the past) and other themes related to this. please do not read if you think this will trigger you, keep yourself safe<3All Rights Reserved

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i feel safe. by kyaeilish

"i feel safe with you billie." i say. lowercase intended. billie is not famous (yet), billie has her blue hair in this but it's not based off of her when she had it. trigger warnings: talk of self harm, depression, anxiety, panic attacks, drug abuse/overdose, alcoholism, abuse, eating disorder, rape/sexual assault, and possibly more. read with caution. started 2/15/24 welcome to my first ever story! please please read the trigger warnings and take them into account. if you are not in the right state of mind dont read! constructive criticism is always appreciated. -kya. this story is based around me and my past. ps: i write on an iphone, i don't know how this is gonna turn out, i have no previous experience on writing books, but i thought i'd give it a shot.

Blurred Lines by agentrepxtation

Y/n has a secret. Actually, she has a few secrets. Y/n used to be involved with the BDSM community for several years with her fiancee, until her new job at the BAU slowly forced her to become more and more separated from her double life. One fateful night, it all changes. Y/n's life is now in shambles, and she has to navigate through her feelings alone. Y/n tries to throw herself into her work, finally allowing herself to become close with her team; but there's one person she can't connect with - her unit chief, Emily Prentiss. Y/n admires her from a distance, concealing her feelings for her unit chief. It works for a few months, but secrets are bound to be exposed, especially when you work with the world's top profilers. One case that hits way too close to home for Y/n proves just that. ... My phone dings as I sit back. I grab it, seeing a text from Emily. I gape openly at her text. "Fucking hell," I breathe. "What? What is it?" Garcia questions me in concern. I swallow harshly. "Emily texted me," I say, "It's a list of rules for tonight." "What do they say?" Garcia asks excitedly. I bite my lip as I read her text out loud. I take a breath, looking at Penelope. She shrugs at you through the mirror. "How are you doing?" She checks. I shake my head. "As good as I can be, given my role-play with the Chief just began," I groan, "I am going to regret this." ... TRIGGERS angst smut BDSM swearing degradation potential lack of aftercare - death/unaliving guns and other unaliving instruments blood mentions of rape and torture (for the cases obvs) kidnapping (for the cases, again, obvs) - anxiety/panic attacks depression throwing up (mostly from being drunk fun fact, Y/n likes to party) ---- *obvs I don't own any of the CM cast. I'm not following a particular plot from the show, and I make up my own cases for the team to work on. It's more fun for me and helps the story line --- #1: jj - 9/6/24 #1: jenniferjareau - 9/6/24 #1: prentiss - 9/6/24

Hopeless (Dan Howell X Reader) by scocophilia

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

a hellacious miracle by juliagubler

while dealing with a drug addiction, spencer reid decided to take his own life, as what he thought would be an escape from his pain. two years later, when on a case, the team thinks they've found their beloved boy genius, but he is far from the man they once knew. could a miracle have happened on that traumatic night? and if so, is it a miracle from heaven or a miracle from hell? ⚠️ TW: - death - suicidal thoughts and actions - self-harm - homicide - kidnapping and torture - drug use and addiction in general - this story is dark. so, if you're in a bad place with mental health or if any of the mentioned trigger warnings may affect you - please don't risk reading this story. the last thing i would want is my writing negatively affecting someone's mental health! and if nobody has told you yet today, i love and appreciate you and am so, so glad you are here <333 ALSO this story moves fast because i'm an impatient motherfucker (it's a semi-tolerable plot though... so enjoy bbys!)

The Videotape by OrphAn3d

A videotape of a kidnapped victim was sent to the BAU, with no much time they have to find him before it's too late. But something is wrong with Spencer, and the team can't quite work out what, but something isn't adding up. What's wrong with Spencer? Who is this victim? Who is the unsub? and why is a member of their team smack bang in the middle of it all? All will be answered, so read on. **Warning** This is a Male x Male fanfic, if you don't like it please do not read!! Contains sexual violence, strong and offensive language.

You and Her (Emily Prentiss x Fem.Reader) [ORIGINAL] by Nausicca00

You started working at the BAU over a month ago. When Emily has a bad day she takes your comfort as more than kindness. Surprised you reject her, but afterwards you can't get her out of your head. (This is the original story. I'm now working on rewriting it.) Don't be afraid to give feedback. (Btw no smut). Send me story requests! I don't own any of the Criminal Minds characters or the dialogue and cases taken from the show. I have another book for any Criminal Minds One Shots. Check it out!

Don't let go - Emily Prentiss & y/n by emprentissismywife

You and Emily met at the BAU when she transferred back from Interpol after Hotch had hired you a few months before. You fit right into the team when you joined, and naturally developed a great friendship with Emily when she returned too. But that friendship quickly developed into a little something more, and although you'd agreed to keep it secret from the rest of the team, it was getting harder to hide how much you cared for each other, especially when one particular case puts you right at the forefront of the team's investigation. This fanfic will revolve around y/n having mental health issues, and whilst the relationship with Emily will play a large part in the storyline, I want to keep it as realistic as possible so y/n's mental health problems will continue throughout. For the purposes of this story, Emily's return from Interpol is the only reason why she's left the BAU, the Ian Doyle storyline has not happened yet. (This story mentions various mental health topics including depression, anxiety, eating disorders (restriction and purging), self-harm and suicide. Please don't read if you think it'll trigger you, and please reach out to someone if you're struggling.) Smut warning - chapters with smut involved will have '*' in the title

Innocent: Spencer Reid ✔️ by SpencerReidsOwnWh0re

She's worked with two notorious killers for years, but now she's in an interrogation room while the team at the BAU try to grill information out of her. Where are they? Why did you do it? Why do you kill like that? Why do you spend so long with your victims and most importantly - why were you so easy to find? Spencer's on the other side of the mirror, observing her body language. She doesn't flinch, her eyes don't twitch or move from the desk but she's trying to hide one thing - her index finger rapidly tapping against her thigh. It doesn't take a genius to see her brows furrow a fraction of an inch when she says one sentence. "They are my family." She's a liar. A thief. A murderer. But shes innocent. And they just gave her a job. ••••• On the cover, it says 'Spencerreidsgirlf'. It was my old username which I can't be arsed to change because I like the cover, and I think it's getting my fanfic attention so...enjoy!

I See you, Y/N. (Emily Prentiss X Reader) by _healingmyself_

"I'm living in hell. At least that's how it feels. But it's okay because I don't know any different. You can get used to anything if you think it's meant to be." Y/n is living her life in the hell of her childhood home until the BAU frees her. After years there is a reunion with her rescuers to help solve her own case. Does everybody still recognize her? Does y/n remember what happend? Is she good enough and able to help? And why can't she get Emily Prentiss out of her head? I'm writing this story from the first person perspective. I use the pronouns she/her for y/n, if you would like something different, let me know. This is my first story and English is not my first language, so please be gracious. This story covers toxic parents, murder (not clearly described), violence and mental health problems such as depression, anxiety, eating disorders, self-harm and suicide attempt/ thoughts. Please don't read this story if it triggers you. If you wanna know exactly what TW every Chapter has, feel free to message me. Maybe there will be smut if I dare to write this ;) I don't own any of the characters! Have fun and let me know what you think!

i hate it here. by alexisheyyy

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Broken Beyond Repair by grace8372

I squeezed my way through the abundant number of people, trying to get to the exit. I bumped into a lot of shoulders, until I found an opening. As soon as the door was in my sight, I heard Jessie calling out my name. Her voice grabbed my attention, and I briskly turned around. I knocked right into a tall figure, causing me to lose my balance and fall. All the people dancing blocked my vision so I couldn't grab onto anything to prevent myself from falling. My arms met the hardwood floor as I tried to catch myself, sending a shock of pain through my arms. "Forgive me ma'am." Someone said while extending an arm down to me. "It's fine. No harm was-" ✰ Status: FInished NOTE*** This story contains mental illness and suicidal themes. PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION! ***and mild cussing My grammar probably sucks I researched thoroughly on bpd to portray Damien's character correctly but I'm sorry if it's not accurate. I in no way meant for the portrayal of someone with a borderline personality disorder to be represented wrong or only seen from stereotypes. ★ Best Rankings ★ Assault- #1 Borderlinepersonalitydisorder- #1 Bpd- #8 Captive- #44 Selfharmawareness- #55 Darklove- #57 Mentalillness- #81 Copyright © 2020

Hello~ (Butcher Wally x Reader) by Tigress4069

*ON BREAK* { You are a therapist/psychiatrist } You were just out of no where given a new client without any heads up- I wonder who it is...? (This description sucks- ima probably update it in the future/change it) (Cover not by me) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [Published/Started On: 1/31/24] [Finished/Completed: ?]

Unbroken Souls (Spencer Reid x Reader POV) by Crim-swiftie-minds

There are moments in life that you work so hard for, things your younger self couldn't even imagine you doing... and when those moments arrive, what do you do with them? After joining the Victim Services Branch of the FBI in Quantico, it's been a dream to interact with the BAU and assist a case of theirs. Your lifestyle of late nights and overworking yourself keep you single despite this loneliness you refuse to acknowledge. But when you're constantly reminded of how quickly life can shatter around your feet, leaving you bare and bleeding as you try to put the pieces back together as neatly as you can... only for life to never be the same again, you start to feel it a little more. When the call finally comes, your work pulls you into a case the BAU is tackling, and while it caught you a little off guard, you walk away from the case with something more. Spencer has never shown vulnerability until you came around, and then things changed. From innocent comments to passionate nights, your world shifts as your two souls collide into one. *Disclaimer/Trigger Warning: this story is a work of fiction building off of information gathered from the series Criminal Minds and my own experiences within social service work. This story will contain mature topics such as addiction, mental health, suicide (past tense), trauma, detailed intimacy (idk if I'm qualified to deem this smut, so you be the judge), intercourse, and other topics readers may feel uncomfortable with.

Dark Life by M4ximoff_n3ver_d1e

Elisabeth x y/n <3 Hi everyone ,i never done this before ,i just start to wrote this now,and just because i can't sleep,so i tought :" why don't i write a story ?!! and here i am !! yay :) ok so this story talk about y/n that have a terrible life, an abusive dad , have to deal with panick attacks , anxiety and self harm,but one day everything change,because y/n meet "her" ( Elisabeth Olsen) that will help y/n with everything. in this story y/n would use she/her,but feel free to change It if you're not comfortable ok?! Y/n is 18 and Elisabeth is 20 ( the story line isn't following the reality ) One last thing: english Is not my original language ,so if i made mistakes ,Sorry :,) -Finished !!- book complete !! ✅

Criminal Minds x Reader MH by Writer1Ana2

You're a new member of the BAU and struggling finding your way around. Everyone on the team seems super nice and welcoming within your first few months as a member. While you are significantly younger than the rest of the team, you are just as smart, you're a prodigy. However, you do not feel this way. This story goes over the mental health struggles of being a part of the BAU plus the struggles you have faced for many years. You start of struggling alone and no one knows, till one day, Emily picks up on it. Not soon after so does the rest of the team. You spent your whole life hiding this from everyone around you, how will this effect my job, my life, and more importantly, my relationships with everyone TW: this storry will have mentions of self harm, mental health stuggles, panic attacks, abuse, violence (on cases and flashbacks), flashbacks, body image issues, eating disorders. Please do not read if that triggers you, take care of yourself first. I tried to not be super graphic or detailed but I will put TW at begining of each chapter with some details of what will be mentioned! Hope everyone enjoys and let me know what you would like to see more or less of!

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

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Alone in the Office by Renmen_

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i feel safe.

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