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Suicidal Ideation『Depressed Todoroki』

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Reads 30,280
Votes 735
Parts 18
Time 2h 49m

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(This work is abandoned, there was supposed to be one last additional chapter, however it will not be finished.)

❝ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ❞

❥❀↝ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ:

When the one thing you craved most was death, everything you once enjoyed seemed like nothing more than a burden. 

Shouto might be good at hiding things. His feelings, scars, bruises. But when someone starts to notice, what'll he do? How will he convince them to turn the other way, as he has to many other people? Will they figure it out? Or will Shouto continue to hang on to the edge of pain, until he loses his grip and meets his demise?

❥❀↝ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ:

-Abuse
-Self-harm
-Blood
-Cursing
-Suicide Attempt

❥❀↝ ꜱʜɪᴘꜱ:

-Erasermic

❥❀↝ ᴅɪꜱᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ:

Please read with your own health in mind! I would absolutely hate for any of you to be affected by this. I apologize if I write anything incorrectly or offend you. Please correct me and help me understand so I can do better next time!

All characters and art are from the anime/manga and therefore belong to Kōhei Horikoshi. Under no circumstances do I own anything other than the plot!

❥❀↝ ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ:

Update schedule: None

Started: May 19th, 2021
Finished: Discontinued - February 14, 2023

#1 in class1-a stories (07/19/21)
#2 in dadzawa (08/04/21)
#18 in todoroki (09/05/21)
#1 in erasermic (11/24/21)
#2 in hurtcomfort (02/11/22)All Rights Reserved

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No Escape | Suicidal Todoroki x Suicidal Bakugou by luxzine

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Fallen Hero『Traitor/Villain Todoroki』 by __startover

❝ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀᴅᴅᴇꜱᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴀʟ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇꜱ❞ ❥❀↝ ᴅᴇꜱᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ: Shouto hated UA. The place he was being forced to go to, where his father's career emerged, where it all started. Had his father not went to UA, not been a hero, he and his family could've been saved from all the pain, loss, and memories. It all started here. At this god-forsaken school. He will burn down the hero community. Even if it's the last thing he does... ❥❀↝ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: -Mentions of abuse -Character Death -Swearing -Blood -Manga Spoilers ❥❀↝ ꜱʜɪᴘꜱ: -Erasermic ❥❀↝ ᴅɪꜱᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ: Please read with your own health in mind! I would absolutely hate for any of you to be affected by this. I apologize if I write anything incorrectly or offend you. Please correct me and help me understand so I can do better next time! All characters and art are from the anime/manga and therefore belong to Kōhei Horikoshi. Under no circumstances do I own anything other than the plot! ❥❀↝ ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ: Update Schedule: Completed Started: June 3rd, 2021 Finished: August 26th, 2021

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