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Reads 12,862
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Parts 27
Time 5h 18m

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coldhearted job killing leader love mafia mafialeader mafiaqueen mafias marriage medicine mentalhealth miami rich smutwarning triggerwarning youngadult

She knew that she'd be pushed into this marriage and so did he but how are they supposed to know what the difference between love and lust when they've never know real love; it doesn't help when it's all mixed together either. Lust can always be mislabeled as love afterall

A mafia romance between Adira Agreste and Caspian Blackstone.



Adira Rose Agreste: bad bitch, hasn't loved anyone since her brother died followed by her first love breaking her heart.


Caspian Blackstone: Cocky, powerful Miami Mafia leader never learned to love, only learned to like the sex and has always been cold-hearted.


Will they be able to teach eachother real love are they just meant for lust and not love....

⚠️𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬⚠️
𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐚𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲
𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥
𝐛𝐝𝐬𝐦
𝐤𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬



𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅: 𝑴𝒂𝒚 30𝒕𝒉 2021
𝑬𝒏𝒅: 𝒕𝒃𝒂


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Yours To Keep | 18+ by akawaiiisan

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VICENZO by TheWalnutTree

Raised in the Mafia, I have known no other life other than cold calculated violence and discipline. A life where brutality is praised and weakness is ridiculed, I became the best of my parents and the worst the world has ever seen. Young and still gaining control of my mafia, love is never an option for me, that is until one night at a Mafia ball where I spy a woman who has me to my knees. I want more, more, more. She's reckless and cunningly beautiful. Too good for me and yet the only one for me. We fight for survival and for each other because neither one of us will let go. ------------------------- I sat in the back, legs apart and looked at her with my head tilted. She licked her lips and squeezed though the front seats all the while looking at me. I pulled her towards me and she chuckled as she sat on my lap. Her legs were either side of me and her breathing was ragged. I ran my hand down her cheek and pulled her into me. I kissed her lips and soon our tongues whirled around. Hungry and rough. She held her head back and I began to plant rough kisses onto her beautiful neck. "Am I a bad influence?" She breathed. Her hands were on the back of my neck. I stopped kissing her and looked up at her. "Everyone needs a little bad in their lives." I whispered back making her smile. My hands found her waist and I noticed her short dress had ridden up exposing her thighs. She wore it to tease me and I loved it. Fuck, I loved her body. She breathed into my neck and I pulled off her dress in one slick motion. My hands were all over her back, feeling her, touching her. Her soft skin drove me crazy. ------------------------- BE AWARE: Trigger warnings: MATURE CONTENT 18+ (SMUT) SWEARING VIOLENCE/GUN VIOLENCE SELF HARM/SUICIDE (REFERENCES) EXPLICIT LANGUAGE REFERENCES TO RAPE SMOKING/ALCOHOL/DRUGS BLOOD/DEATH/GORE ©️ All rights reserved ™️ The Walnut Tree BOOK TWO OF THE MAFIA SERIES

Heart of Stone - Stone and Fire #1 [17+] (REWRITING) by foreverbooked81

Black eyes. Soulless. Unforgiving. Grey. Ice-cold, but just enough that I'm able to melt it. Both make me feel something. The matter was, which one out-weighed the other? Rule-bound, my life feels more like a cage than it ever has. I have no opportunity to use my fire and break out- heat can only do so much. And then like a fish out of water, I have to attach myself to this man- a man I know is dangerous. But so am I. The thing is, I don't know just how much. Only when he touches me, looks at me, talks to me even if his voice is laced with Russian poison.. that's when I realize just what agreement I've accorded with. It's a crippling touch of fire everytime he's near, and the most dangerous thing of all- even more than him, is the fact that I don't hate it. Stone is what I see when I look into his eyes. I wonder, is his heart made of it too? Nikolas Volkov When a bloody feud between the Russian Bratva and the Cosa Nostra ends with one outback- I'm forced to put myself in a position I have no other choice but to fulfill. With the Pakhan on my back, eyes everywhere mean complying is the only option. Only when the moment comes, is when I realize just what I've gotten myself into. She's.. indecipherable. I don't know what the hell this feeling is. I know it's not good. But my body tells me it's not bad, either. I try to stay away, but feeling her tremble and light like a switch underneath my touch when she's so used to staying upright, it awakens a dark, fulfilling part of me. My heart's made of stone. It always has been. So why do I feel it sway whenever she's near? 17+ Mafia Dark Romance *Standalone*

Russian Mafia Tsar [18+] by rj7654

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ME AND HIM ✔️ by k1ttyfantasy

Have you ever heard the saying, "One night can change everything"? Maybe you have, maybe you haven't. In some situations, it's not true. But in this case. It is. Rue Garcia's life turned upside down in a matter of seconds. She always knew it would happen eventually. Being the daughter of a Mafia man and all. But what she didn't expect, was for Nadine Rossi, the Mafia prince, to be there with her. She didn't expect to fall for the boy who wasn't capable of love. The boy who merely thought it was an object. But now, with Nadine getting so close to Rue. He wants to learn. He wants to learn what love is, how it feels, what it makes you do. He wants a taste of real desire. Real passion. He wants Rue. --- My other hand trails down her arm, until I get to the waistband of her jeans. "Do you want me to touch you?" I whisper into her neck. She sucks in a breath. "Only for the game." I look down at her and smile. "Right. The game." My hands slowly go down her underwear. She looks down at the space between us. "Do you think I can make you cum in seven minutes?" At that, my hand goes to her clit and rubs soft circles. She lets out a breath. "Cause I think I can do it in one."

Mafia Arranged Marriage by DramaQueenforreal

COMPLETED✅ Arturo Vasquez -Head of Spanish mafia- was planning on accepting the proposal of Russian mafia leader Ivan Volkov's for his daughter, Aiyana, for her hand in marriage. Laying the cards down on the table, Marco Dominic Valentino - Head of the Italian mafia - makes a better counteroffer, hence it's settled that Aiyana would marry Amren Valentino, the heir for the Italian mafia. They only met once before they're married, but sometimes once is enough. Challenges and hurdles thrust their way left and right, leaving the couple no chance but to manifest this fake relationship into something real. ❣️•••❣️ Excerpt : "I think I'm strong enough to handle myself" She confesses with specks of anger darting through her eyes. I groan "You are, but it doesn't mean I like you being away from me in case anything happens" I stress my words, my breath hitting her face in gentle waves. "Shall you put me on a leash too?" She spits defiantly, smelling the tinge of alcohol on her breath, the knife digging deeper into my skin, I feel it's only moments away from piercing through my skin. My eyes snap to her angry contortions, her eyebrows furrowed, mouth slightly agape. "Come on, dance with me. The earth is spinning, we can't just stand on it" ❣️•••❣️ *I do not own any of the pictures used in this book, they belong to their rightful owners. *contains cursing. *contains mature themes. *focuses more on the romantic aspect, but I guarantee there's some action;) HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 in mafiamarriage #7 in ForcedMarriage #1 in mafiaking #1 in arranged #10 in arrangedmarriage #1 in fastpaced #1 in fake #1 in darkacademia #3 in mafia #1 in marriage #6 in completed #4 in youngadult #1 in enemies #1 in enemiestolovers #1 in drama #1 in spicy

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