"We've been best friends forever, nothing is going to change that," he used to say. If part of that was ever true, then why was I here, sitting in a dark corner of my room, listening to the Foo Fighters and having doubtful thoughts about Calum and I? Why was I even sad about him getting a girlfriend when I should be happy for him? Friends can't care that much for each other...I can't stand hanging out with him if all he sees me as is his 'best friend.' ...But that can only be a secret.