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Cigarettes and Regrets

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🌻 Editor's Pick January 2022 ✨
🌻 Watty Awards 2023 Shortlist ✨
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|| first installment of "habit series" ||

Ramona Castillo kept on bugging Caleb Eusebio for a letter to which he couldn't give because for him, letters are bullshits. He believed that there's no need to write a letter when you can say things to someone personally.

What he didn't know is that . . . the letter she was asking is something she might save her.

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This story is in the male lead's point of view.

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Book cover design by: marisswrites
Thanks, Canva. (✿◠‿◠)All Rights Reserved

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