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Being The Villain As I Am (BL)
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  • Reads 108,202
  • Votes 5,535
  • Parts 25
  • Time 2h 8m
Ongoing, First published Aug 24, 2021
Shawn was just a normal military soldier, faithfully serving his own country, due to an unknown enemy attack, he was one of the soldiers who was caught up in the crossfire. He, who died in the process, reborn as a noble in a fantasy-like world, but in return, losing all his memories of his previous life.

Shawn, who is now known as Nathaniel Klein von Stephenville, lived his life without knowing what he wants, therefore being used by his own father. He lived as a scumbag to the noble society, and lost who he is. His father was just as worse as him, he owns a slavery auction, he sells magical beasts illegally, and even sells off his children just for the sake of the prosperity of his business. 

This business didn't last long, by the time the crowned prince reigned, he eradicated all corrupt nobles and executed them, of course, that didn't exempt the Stephenville family. And thus, that's how Shawn's second life came to an end...

...but, he returned back, back to 20 years ago before everything went astray, and this time, he had his memories of his two lifetime.




-my second story after i abandoned the other one lol


●and please be warned that I won't update much and story's progress is slow



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