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Suicide Buddies

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Reads 54,317
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Parts 53
Time 29h 30m

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"My mother once told me there are three, and only three, truly defining moments in your life.

One: When you don't know.
Two: When you realize you don't know.
Three: When you know.

This is about the third one."

---

Angel Young is going to die.
Or at least he thought so. But when he prepares himself for the fall of the 7 stories, he gets a strange call that suddenly stops him.

Haruki Nakamura is going to die.
Or at least he plans on it. But right when he looks down the face of his open bedroom window, he decides to give life one last shot to keep him around.

When a wrong call to the right person turns both of the boys' deteriorating lives towards each other, they make a pact to put off their deaths for one year in a last promise they will give their world one more chance before saying goodbye. And if at the end of it they still can't find reason to go on, they'll both fall together.

After all, if they can't save themselves, then they can at least try to save each other.

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ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) by Jeanne_Wolf

"Leo pinned me against the wall with his hips; his hands gently gripping my wrists, keeping my arms above my head against the cool brick behind me. His beautiful, hazy blue eyes -that had turned straight quicksilver, again- were filled with such an intense, carnal desire I couldn't even look into them, so I looked over his shoulder. I saw a small group of kids from the group standing out by their cars who would easily be able to see what we were doing...or at least what Leo was doing to me. At that moment, my mind started wandering to all the things that I could be doing to him right now...but I stopped that train of thought, immediately, as it started heading to all the wrong places... All the dirty places... All of those places involving a very hard part of my body... I glanced back at Leo; his gaze was still as intense as it was before (unfortunately). He smirked at me and said confidently, "You can't ignore me forever, Ethan. You're eventually gonna fall for my charms..." Ethan Carter was focused on 2 things. 1. School (obviously) and 2. Getting over ex (it's proving to be, harder than he thought), but now he has to add dying to that list, and suddenly having feelings for a boy (which has happened once before, but Ethan tries to forget it). Leo Malone makes Ethan feel things he's never felt for another guy. Leo's sweet, patient, and understanding, the only problem is, he's a guy. Ethan tries to ignore the fact that his heart flutters every time he sees Leo, or that he can't ever stop thinking about him; but if having cancer has taught him one thing, it's that, "You have to live in the present, as you may not have a future."

Rumours [BxB] ✔️ by redxstorm

↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Everyone makes at least one mistake in their life; if you don't, you're not human. I just happen to be one of those people who make a lot of mistakes. To start with, there were the Rumours. You know, those things that only powerful people can make up? Yeah. Those. They were the beginning of everything that ever went wrong in my life, but also the thing that led me to the end. Although, I didn't know that at the time, so a few bruises and kisses down the line, I found myself faced with a big problem. I had to choose between three people, all of whom had been lying about everything for months. That wasn't an easy task for someone like me, but the biggest issue? The one who made me cry the most tears was the one I couldn't help but love. ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ "I never meant to hurt you, River." "Then why did you do it? Why did you do all of those things? I'm not some toy for you to use when you feel like it and then throw away when you're done." ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Completed ✔️ Started: 15/03/19 Finished: 18/08/19

The Silent Host (boyxboy OHSHC) by LazyyOtaku

Cover by siimplyisaac Words. Everyone takes them for granted, using them non-stop, screaming them, laughing them, blurting them. But what about when they're dying? Are they strong enough to scream out their last words? To laugh out their final sentence? To blurt out the last thing people will remember of them? Your dying words mean everything. It's what people remember you saying last and it shouldn't be something stupid which if you get used to saying stupid things, I believe you won't have any control of what you say when you die. So words are valuable, and I, James Hunter, won't waste them. Of course I'll speak when it's important but I don't think I'll speak for anything other than that. But I'm dying and I don't want to be, but the choice isn't mine to make. My body- my heart has made up its mind, I'm going to die, I just have to accepting it. And if I'm going to die, I want to be remembered, I want them to visible see my face, feel my touch and hear my voice from my final hours of living. I want my family to know everything I've been holding in and I want my friends to remember me as strong. So what I'm going to die? Everyone does at one point. I'll just die sooner than expected and medication won't do anything to stop it, only postpone it and I don't want it postponed, when I'm ready... I'm ready and I want my heart to be on the same page as I am.

Mr. Match (BoyxBoy) ✓ by euwangabrielll

I'm Finn Vasco but that's not quite important right now. I'm a pretty sarcastic guy if I'm gonna be honest. I'm closed off and I literally only have one friend. I might hate everybody in my school... but there's this guy there. He's... let's say, dreamy, someone who I thought would never even acknowledge my existence. That guy who was too damn good to be true, who was too good for me, who was too good for... everybody! You get what I'm trying to say. He's that cliché king of the campus and a popular and attractive heartthrob and with just one wink, he can send people on their knees... That sounded so wrong, anyway. So can you blame me for being over the moon when one day, he approached me only to what? ...To ask for my help courting my freaking best friend. I knew it was stupid for me to hope I'd even have any chance with him anyway. So I just agreed to help him. Even if I was hurting myself and potentially my best friend in the process, my best friend who has been there with me through the thick and thins, I still did it... I mean what could go wrong besides literally everything? So my plan was to just set my crush and my best friend up, and then everything would be alright... right? But of course, life doesn't like it when people have it easy. *** Highest Ranking #2 on #lgbtfiction #5 on #boyxboy #6 on #gay #8 on #teenfiction *** ~ WARNING: This story contains strong language and bullying. If you're not a fan of LGBTQ+ stories or BXB stories, then this story is not for you. ~ If you're gonna plagiarize, you might as well just put your clown outfit on.

On the Fritz by dianastratton

Fritz Reiter used to be so good at being obnoxious. Throughout the first few years of high school, Fritz got famous for two things - being hot, and always being a few steps ahead of Rafael Peretz. Why? Because Rafael is annoying, he has no friends, and he's gay. If Rafael isn't good at anything else - and he isn't - then at least he's good at getting bullied. But as they get older, Fritz develops some mysteriously affectionate feelings for Rafael, and Rafael becomes desperate for someone to hook up with. Just like that, the perfect storm is set in motion. But, while Fritz is determined to have a perfectly normal relationship with his new lover, Rafael is fighting hard to keep them a secret. And, if the two boys are stuck in a viciously emotional tug of war, there's only one way to find a winner. Somebody's going down. On the Fritz is an angsty, slow burn story, with a lot of internalized homophobia, bad flirting, and overall feral behavior. While the first part of the story is told from Rafael's perspective, the second half is Fritz's to tell. 16+ warning for some under 18 drinking/drug use scenes, and sexual references. Full story (about 70,000 words) is complete, so sit back and enjoy the ride! Votes and comments are really appreciated.

Is it safe to just be who we are? - SaintShin by AsiaSharpeblade04

Saint and Shin have known each other since they were little and attended elementary and middle school together. In high school they chose two different paths, Saint the hotel management and Shin the linguistics. However, despite this, even if they didn't see each other in class every day as they used to do, their relationship never changed. They went to each other's house very often, or went out together from time to time, not every day, but they always kept in touch. Their friendship, however, undergoes a change when, at the age of 17, they have a bad fight, which separates them forever. Their paths cross again seven years later, at the age of 24, 25 for Saint because he has already turned 25, with both of them working as bodyguards. Shin is assigned to protect an influential political figure, and the reason why he chose this path is actually to find out what really happened to his mother, involved in the explosion of a shopping mall, which also caused the death of other people. He doesn't believe that it was an accident. While Saint works as a bodyguard for a famous actor who actually has a double life and is investigating the incident at the mall. Saint and Shin, without realizing it, will find themselves fighting with the same goal: to find out what really happened that day at the mall. And who knows, between one thing and another, maybe that feeling that completely distances itself from the word friendship will explode between them... ❗️Every tuesday and friday a new update at 2.30pm❗️ English isn't my first language so I apologize for any mistakes🥹

Why Me? by pinkangel_101

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Count The Stars by sunburststrat

Elijah Rosen, an introverted seventeen year old with a love for football, sneaks out almost every night to get away from the problems he faces during the day. He feels like his anxiety is taking over his life, and the only place he can go to escape it is the pitch black night right outside his window where he can be alone and let his thoughts run wild. But after he finds Adam Chang sitting at the bottom of an empty pool in the early hours of the morning with puffy red eyes and bruised hands, he begins to find comfort in something other than the dark. Only, Adam has a few problems of his own. And with pressure coming from his family, his friends, his school, and his own mind, Elijah isn't sure how he'll make it through the year. ------- "I think if you weren't here, I wouldn't be okay. I'd..." I trailed off, not wanting to say the words that we both knew were true. "Hey," he said softly, "I'm just glad I'm here, then." He started to let go of me, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him like I never had anybody else before. "I'm glad you are too." (featured by FreeTheLGBT: 1/13/2022)

The grand life of Philip | ✓ by aiyorii

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Let me love you (a Xiaojun x male reader story ft Yuwin) by nightheart97

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ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) cover

Rumours [BxB] ✔️ cover

The Silent Host (boyxboy OHSHC) cover

Mr. Match (BoyxBoy) ✓ cover

On the Fritz cover

Is it safe to just be who we are? - SaintShin cover

Count The Stars cover

The grand life of Philip | ✓ cover

Let me love you (a Xiaojun x male reader story ft Yuwin) cover

ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB)

"Leo pinned me against the wall with his hips; his hands gently gripping my wrists, keeping my arms above my head against the cool brick behind me. His beautiful, hazy blue eyes -that had turned straight quicksilver, again- were filled with such an intense, carnal desire I couldn't even look into them, so I looked over his shoulder. I saw a small group of kids from the group standing out by their cars who would easily be able to see what we were doing...or at least what Leo was doing to me. At that moment, my mind started wandering to all the things that I could be doing to him right now...but I stopped that train of thought, immediately, as it started heading to all the wrong places... All the dirty places... All of those places involving a very hard part of my body... I glanced back at Leo; his gaze was still as intense as it was before (unfortunately). He smirked at me and said confidently, "You can't ignore me forever, Ethan. You're eventually gonna fall for my charms..." Ethan Carter was focused on 2 things. 1. School (obviously) and 2. Getting over ex (it's proving to be, harder than he thought), but now he has to add dying to that list, and suddenly having feelings for a boy (which has happened once before, but Ethan tries to forget it). Leo Malone makes Ethan feel things he's never felt for another guy. Leo's sweet, patient, and understanding, the only problem is, he's a guy. Ethan tries to ignore the fact that his heart flutters every time he sees Leo, or that he can't ever stop thinking about him; but if having cancer has taught him one thing, it's that, "You have to live in the present, as you may not have a future."