This book is so confusing and frustrating. I cringe everytime I look at it. WARNING: I WAS 12 WHEN I WROTE THIS BOOK AND IM VERY ASHAMED OF THIS. I HAVENT DELETED BECAUSE I KNOW THE SEQUEL WILL BE MUCH BETTER. AGAIN, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. WARNING : SELF HARM IS IN THIS SO IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED, DO NOT READ.