hello :) writing is still in progress! this is a KarlNap-ish fan fiction this is SFW, no mentions of sexualisation i didn't use Sapnap's real name in this because he has stated before that he doesn't like it, but i have used everybody else's real names, to the best of my ability this is completely fake and not based on anything in real life, other than the people and their personalities, i would say this is not in any way meant to romanticise loss or suicide in any way this is still a work in progress, so feel free to comment any mistakes you noticed or helpful tips! trigger warnings - self-harm suicide puke loss of a loved one i am not fully sure that that is all of the warnings, but i believe so. please read at your own risk and be safe. feel free to comment any warnings that i failed to mention!