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lowercase intended. minor trigger warning. g!p. 45chapters. 


Jhene was a regular down to earth girl from philly pa. In love with her crystals and spiritual practices . her life was great she had loving parents a nice home. everything was fantastic. then suddenly it wasnt.  12/18/20 her mom dies and soon after her dad gets a job offer in LA. 

Billie. The popular girl. she had a heart of gold ,a smile as bright as the stars in the sky.Shes always there for others helping them with their skeletons and demons, but people never seemed to stop and ask her how shes holding up. 

Then Jhene came.

She saw through the loud laugh and the bright smile. she felt weirdly drawn to her, she barely knew her but wanted to somehow fix her. 

"Whatre you gonna do ? heal me of all my problems ?"

"you know what. maybe i will." billie scoffs.

"good luck."All Rights Reserved

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"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

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