𝙍𝙀𝙁𝙇𝙀𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙎,, t.oikawa
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-MISASAMANE
Ongoing, First published Dec 03, 2021
Mature
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"all i wanted was to love myself the way i was, but that's not always possible, is it?"



⊱┊ in which devin chigiri struggles with eating and meets tōru oikawa through her older brother

"i don't NEED help. 
so stop forcing me to 
get help!"

"dev, if you didn't need 
help, you would be home 
with your family right now."

"i don't need to be home i 
just need to be with you..."



CONTENT WARNING:

this story will contain mentions of 
eating disorders, depression, self harm, 
anxiety, body dysmorphia, calorie counting,
and many other topics that may be triggering 
for some. read at your own risk <3

updates r very irregular bc of school and sports! 
♡'･ᴗ･'♡
All Rights Reserved
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