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iloxmilo
Complete, First published Dec 13, 2021
Mature
alternateuniverseanorexiarecoveryanxietydisorderbilliebillieeilishcopingeatingdisorderslgbtnotfamoussuicidalthoughtssuicideattemptsuicideawareness
Captivated Sequel 

Please read the first book before you read this one thank you 

Elle, a recovering anorexic has to find a new way to cope after her attempt at taking her life, while girlfriend Billie also has to find a way to cope with the constant fear of losing the one she loves the most.
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Book 1 Β°EyelashΒ° Book 2 Β°Ninety DaysΒ° Book 3 Β°ilomiloΒ° Book 4 Β°COPYCATΒ° Book 5 Β°Her FutureΒ° I played with the ring on my finger getting distracted, it still felt odd not having anything on my pinky anymore. ---- Separate Billie series β€’Blondeβ€’ 18+

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