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Poems & rambles

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bitter bittersweet memories personal poem poetry romance self-indulgent trigger-warning vent

I wasn't planning on posting my writing at all on here but here I am.

I am by no means a professional writer so if anyone happens to stumble across this then please do not expect much. This is simply my self indulgent writing, mainly vents and how I communicate my emotions. If there is any triggering content then I shall mark it in the chapters <3

Cover art: @bobaparfait on twitterAll Rights Reserved

bitter bittersweet memories personal poem poetry romance self-indulgent trigger-warning vent

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A lot of things
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