A Across the Jakeverse novel Earth 238 This is Selena's story. How she felt before and after Jake. And how everything she ever knew changed in the blink of an eye. Part from story I sat in this hospital bed, reminiscing over my past, and I have gone my entire life, going in and out of relationships, that I never figured I'd find what I was truly searching for. I have been hurt so many times, that I thought love didn't even exist anymore. It got to the point, where I had given up, and I put myself in that treatment facility, because of depression, and I just wanted to give up on everything. At least until I met Jake Tyler. At first, when I first seen him standing in my doorway, I didn't know I would love again. I thought he was just another guy that was gonna hurt me, and that day when he came to see me, and told me my mom missed me, I almost didn't consider going with him across country, especially since he was a company stranger. But there was just something that told me it would be alright, that I could trust him, and so I followed my gut. Being in hotel rooms with him, was great. He didn't try to do anything to me, he was a total gentleman. When he wanted to date other girls, while we we're just starting out our relationship, and him becoming my bodyguard, I honestly wasn't okay with it, but I let him do it, because I already knew who I wanted, I was just waiting for him to see it as well. When I got pregnant with Francia, I was so scared, that he was gonna leave me, and be with one of them, but when I gave him that choice, he instantly chose me, and wasn't even fazed by me trying to test him, when I invited my friends, Emily Ratajkowski, Bella Hadid, and Hailee Steinfeld over. He proved then too, that he wanted me only, and I was so happy. I hated his job, because it was always so stressful on him, but he always tried to act like it didn't bother him.
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