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Dear Fucking Diary

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wed. by JustAsBrokenAsYou

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} by strawberry-peaches

This is a sequal to "This Guy {Lams}" Nothing would make sense so read that first. Every chapter will have one of these TW: Smut, mental illness, self-harm, suicide, rape or mentions thereof

Next Time [Hamilton - LAMS] by Homie_Hammie

John hated the fact that he was a siren. He hated his tail that he was forced to tug everywhere. He hated that flirting was practically his second language. He hated his appeal to random sailors that happen to cross his path, but most of all he hated his voice. His "gift" that allowed him to lure in any man for his own personal desires. John could never imagine himself even being tempted to use his gift of song, but when he gets caught in a certain pirate's net, he may have to bend his own rules - for better or for worse. [LAMS] Started: July 24, 2018 Finished: August 13, 2018

Hamilton One Shots by tellmeaboutits

Mostly lams... and mullette and Jeffmads with some philiodosia mixed in for good measure.

Jump|Lams High School AU‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️ by TaffyChu

‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️ John is suffering from a severe depression, but on the first day of freshman year of high school, he meets a wonderful man. During freshman year, he experiences things a 15-16 year old shouldn't. He goes to parties, gets drunk, gets high, has sex, things that he thinks would make him cool or popular at school. How will he defeat all over these addictions, and finally realizes what he's doing is hurting him? TRIGGER WARNINGS; ~Sexual References~ ~Sex~ ~Alcohol~ ~Foul Language, Swearing~ ~Murder~ ~Suicide~ ~Rape~ ~Suicidal Thoughts~ ~Death~ ~Drugs~ ~Homophobic Slurs~ ~Transphobic Slurs~ ~Crazy High School Bitches~

Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED by Glowungeyes

Mute!John like what you read? i'm taking writing commissions to help pay for college! information is in a post linked in the bio of thesloppiestbitch.tumblr.com :)

Last Time | lams by HarmoniaGL

TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!

More Than a Summer Fling | Modern Lams AU | Fragilehoney by fragilehoney

~SUMMER CAMP AU~ (complete) John Laurens is a pretty typical teenager. Average grades, decent social life, and hella gay. His parents thought it would be nice to send him to a summer camp to get him away from the same routine. Little does he know what his summer will entail. My first Hamilton fanfic! :)

Reunion by peoplespetpeeve

- six years later - Alex meets John John meets Alex Again Will they fall in love once again? Will friends come back together? Will Jefferson stop being an asshole? Find out for yourselves by reading this COMPLETED

More Like A Memory by peoplespetpeeve

Alexander Hamilton is a nerd, who can't seem to find the one. He's a classic outcast, but that all changes with one history project. Hamilton's partner on the project, John Laurens, is the exact opposite. He's a stoner, in love with turtles, and has lots of friends. When the two actually work on the dang project, they connect instantly. John notices Alexander's lack of friends, and decides to introduce him to his. That's what changes everything. 👽 not related to any other story on my account 👽

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Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} cover

Next Time [Hamilton - LAMS] cover

Hamilton One Shots cover

Jump|Lams High School AU‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️ cover

Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED cover

Last Time | lams cover

More Than a Summer Fling | Modern Lams AU | Fragilehoney cover

More Like A Memory cover

wed.

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.