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Fear of Intimacy

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Time 1h 42m

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{BOOK 2 OF THE 'FALLING SERIES'} 

Tasha Davis wants the type of love her best friend has. The all consuming, earth shattering, soulmate kind of love. To have someone stay when no one else has. Little does she know the person she's looking for is none other than star hockey player, Trevor Hall. 

Book 2 of the "Falling Series"
Can be read as a stand a lone but would make more sense if you read Book 1-Fear of Falling

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