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Look Back Then Lose

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Reads 12
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Dion Javier, at the young age of 16, came out to his parents with regards to his sexuality. He's gay because he's attracted to a man, while girls are only friends and companions to him. But after he finally opened the door and saw the rainbow, total darkness pulled him in and locked him up. His parents accepted him in exchange for too much pressure on his academics. There is no freedom at all.

Haden Valdez is an average man who lives in a simple, complete, and happy family. The hardships in life became his motivation to strive harder, and that is why he got the scholarship to enter the Javier Montessori School, a school owned by Dion's family. He dreams of becoming a successful business owner in the future to lift his family out of poverty.

What if love binds them? Together, there is no doubt; no worries; no pressures, but only love and peace, a life Dion would like to share with him, back when he hadn't come out yet.

After all, they've formed a bond and have future plans for each other. Together, happiness and success will come. But love for them is not as good as others have. Will there be a happy ever after or just happy to not see you forever? Will there be success or is there still pressure? 

"Ikaw ang kasama kong bumuo sa mga pangarap ko, ngunit ikaw din pala ang magiging hadlang sa pagkamit ko ng mga ito".All Rights Reserved

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