lowercase intended. in this story billie has a dick. the story has mature mental (and physical) health themes. it does have trigger warnings, but still be cautious. i started writing this in my smut book so the smut comes early on. also i apologize in advance if there are mistakes because: 1. english isn't my first language. 2. all chapters are published unchecked. achieved: #1 in eilish - march 29th 2023. #1 in ynstories - april 13rd 2023. #1 in billieeilishpiratebairdoconnell - august 22nd 2023.