Gamble with Fate

We are fated to meet but not fated to be with each other's arm forever.

Sa larong ito, tadhana na mismo ang kalaban ko. Love itself is a gamble. You'll either win or lose. You'll either get what you want or get nothing in the end. You'll either find home or end up wandering alone in misery. You might find love or find pain instead.

Life is full of uncertainty and what ifs. So does love. If you're too afraid to risk everything then you'll get nothing.

I'm a girl who always seeks excitement. I don't want to live a boring and dull life. I want to do anything I've never done before. I certainly don't want to live my life full of what ifs cause I hate that.

Kaya I gave my everything. I poured all of my love and affection to him. I chased him. Followed him where ever he goes. Does silly things when I'm with him.

I know it's not the right thing to do lalo pa't babae ako. Pero masisi niyo ba ako? I love the man. I can even give him anything he want. I'm willing to do everything he'll say. But of course except on letting him go.

Like duh. Alam kong masyado kong binababa ang sarili ko sa kanya. Masyado ng mababa ang tingin sakin ng ibang tao. Meron pa nga na harap harapan akong pinag chichismisan. Pero paki ko sa kanila? I own my life so they don't have the rights to judge me.

And I won't stoop on their level. I will never be like them. As long as I lived my life the way I wanted it to, then I'm fine by it.

This is Shanaya Selene Dela Cruz and this is my gamble with fate.