If Only
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Complete, First published Aug 13, 2022
Mature
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Ian and Ryan are identical twin brothers but not everybody knows this because they got separated at an early age when their parents got divorced, with Ryan flying to another continent and Ian staying behind. Years past and the two brothers end up each other's complete opposite with Ian being part of a gang. Bad things happen at a crucial time and Ian is put in a coma. Ryan is called back to come represent his brother and pretend to be him.

Ryan believes he can do it and he learns all about Ian on paper, missing out on the most important thing; August.

Love shouldn't be in the equation, not when war is at hand but August comes all charming into Ryan's life and for a minute, he forgets the script.
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