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Ballerina

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Reads 325
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Parts 11
Time 2h 13m

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Hello readers of Wattpad! I welcome you to discover a new story Ballerina. 
Finnish readers might know this one already since I've written it in finnish by the name Tee homo piruetti. If you read that one and are up for a challenge I recommend to read this one too. It's a bit different. 

This story is about Anthony who wants to be like Billy Elliot only better.  And he is good, becoming the best. Anthony knows he will have a great career ahead of him as a ballet dancer. But first he needs to get through high school and graduate. 
Anthony is the narrator I but sometimes I tell the story from Samuel's point of view. 

I must tell you that this story covers the issues of bullying, depression and self-harm so that you've been warned. 

And lastly I must apologies for my grammar mistakes I might (must) have. English is not my native language. I hope that you can find the story enjoyable anyway.All Rights Reserved

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