This is everything I wish I could say to you. You'll never really know how I truly felt. I would never take it back, but I would change the circumstances under which it happened. I'll always hold a special place in my heart for you, I'll always have some sort of love for you, even if you didn't deserve it. Always stay vigilant. If it has to be a secret, there's a reason they want it to be a secret. Trust yourself. If something inside you says it's wrong, it probably is. But love is blind. It can certainly make you blind. Love with your eyes open.