Kaitlyn has spent the majority of their life fighting to be noticed by anyone at all. So, it's no surprise that they are quickly drawn to a mysterious travelling circus that promises them the attention they crave. Kaitlyn's opening night consists of seven performances, with 15-minute intermissions after each performance, and they get to be in the last performance. However, the first performance reveals a morbid side to the circus, forcing Kaitlyn and their costars to fight for their life until the big show's final performance.
TW: Death, blood, ableism, transphobia, body horror, mental illness, guns, audience noise, suicide, emotional manipulation, religious imagery, holes, self-harm
CW: Violence, language
Age rating: 16+
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In a city torn apart by sectarian conflict, Hidayat stands out--a living contradiction, a soul that refuses to die. With every breath, he bends the rules of reality, blurring the line between what's possible and impossible. Haunted by the idea of his own destruction, Hidayat seeks not just survival, but a way to exist without destroying the world he yearns to belong to.
His rebellion catches the attention of Yocha, the mysterious god of Unreality. Ensnared in a web of manipulation, Hidayat's life becomes a cosmic liability, his death the only solution to stop the chaos he brings. As Yocha manoeuvres through the complex politics of a world teetering on the brink of war, Hidayat's destiny grows dangerously entwined with her deadly plans.
In this battle for control, reality itself is fragile, and the fate of existence hangs in the balance.
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