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If I can't die at least let me sleep

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That_one_ugly_rat

bl blharem bxb bxbxbxbxb isekai lazy lazyprotagonist obsessive possessive reincarnated sleepy suicidalthoughts

Rhys has to live through life while being incredibly tired all the time, terminally ill, protected by four different men from a novel he read. 

His adopted brother, the crown prince, the son of a duke, and the previous male protagonist are all showing signs of obsession, but Rhys doesn't find out until it's too late. 

!WARNING! THERE ARE SOME TOPICS THAT MAY BE TOO HEAVY FOR OTHERS: SUCH AS SUICIDAL TENDENCIES AND DEPRESSION. SO PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE NOT MENTALLY READY. THIS BOOK WILL ALWAYS BE READY TO READ SO DO NOT FORCE YOURSELF TO READ SOMETHING YOU ARE NOT MENTALLY PREPARED OR STABLE FOR IT !WARNING!

Also this book contains BL, so please keep that in mind.All Rights Reserved

bl blharem bxb bxbxbxbxb isekai lazy lazyprotagonist obsessive possessive reincarnated sleepy suicidalthoughts

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Chained submission (old version, discontinued) by Possessive4001

This is the old version of this book. It will be discontinued but there is currently a new version being made right now which is on my profile. Koa, a 17 year old boy lived in a world full of shifters. It's his last year of high school and he is ready to be done and move on with his life. Tomorrow is his 18th birthday which indicates he will finally be able to find his mate. Throughout his first day as a senior, he found his classes and even made friends on the way. In one of his classes though, English, a conversation started on the topic of the known to be extinct dragon shifters. Even though it got dark, he remained the same and went on about his day. Many people avoided Koa due to him being intimidating. He was known for having a bad temper and getting into many fights for no absolute reason. And surprisingly, he was an omega with the looks and temper of an alpha. Excited to meet his mate, he couldn't wait for the day to end, but little did he know his life would change forever on the day he thought would be his best. "You're ours, nobody else shall touch you or they may never touch anything again." "If it means locking you up where the only ones who can please you, touch you, and enjoy your presence is us, then we will be sure to make that happen, little puppy." "We've waited your whole life to get you under our possession. We will have you once you wake." -Make sure to check out tags before reading.- MxMxB/MxMxM ⚠️There has been many complaints and concerns regarding the story, so please be warned that the Mc will be treated more like a pet/animal throughout the story and especially the beginning, but this will get better and calm down after some time.⚠️ TW: Suicide attempts Self harm (not too much) Manipulation Kidnapping Chains/collars/muzzles/leashes/ropes Some bondage Stockholm syndrome/trauma bonding Slaves Unfair treatment Agegap (17-19 years) Deaths/killings Mentions of torture (some does show) Attempted rape Etc

𝑌𝑢𝑎𝑛𝑓𝑒𝑛 : Do You Believe In Destiny? by _candacewalker_91

!NEW DISCRIPTION ALERT! [ Editing and publishing at the same time!! ] Asher Willow's life had just started to fall into place when one day, out of nowhere he felt a sharp pain in his chest, and he died. Weird, isn't it? For such a successful prodigy of fashion designing to die all of a sudden? But oh, maybe his fate only ran this long. Asher would have been disheartened but then he heard a robotic voice talk to him in a dark abyss and it told him how he was going to be transmigrated to high fantasy world build novel. Asher was surprised that things like these could actually happen! When he took in the role of the ML's older brother, Hayes Clavier Michael, the Crown Prince, there loomed a threat : Hayes was supposed to die; which would fuel the world's plot and make the ML, Apollo the Emperor when time came. But as now, Hayes wouldn't be dying, changes were expected; yet these changes soon were making a pattern. A pattern than seemed all too familiar yet so foreign at the same time. What's exactly happening? Why does no one have answers? And are reptiles even common to this novel world?

Zackory - a fateful touch (Vol. 2) ✅ by Nezumigami

"You will take a warrior with you. Someone who can defend you in the worst case. Someone who can think strategically and who knows about the situation. Someone we can trust unconditionally," Astaroth said. And who is this someone supposed to be? The door opened. A familiar smell entered the room. No. Zack turned to the guest and looked into two different colored eyes. No. No. No. I refuse. »» ------------------------ ★ ------------------------ «« Zack is a male succubus that lives on Earth. He protected his brother for twenty-five years until he found his second half and the prophecy of destruction shook the entire demon world. Zack as the master of the treasures also goes in search of the keys on the instructions of the hell prince Astaroth. But of all things, the demon, which has been getting under his skin for a long time, is supposed to accompany him. Soon he is no longer sure whether the goal of his search is only the key. ______________________________________________ Order of the Fate-Series: Vol. 1: Belial - a fateful night Vol. 2: Zackory - a fateful touch Vol. 3: Nix - a fateful kiss Vol. 4: Hope - a fateful moment Vol. 5: Aleksander - a fateful decision (final book) You should read the first volume 'Belial' at first to understand the plot of this book. This story is a boy x boy story with a lot of emotion and also erotic scenes. The scenes are marked and can be skipped without having a disadvantage when reading further. My proofreader is @Liveyreadsall. ;D The characters and contents of this story are fictitious and subject to my copyright. Use without my prior consent is unlawful as it is an infringement of my copyright. I wish you a lot of fun! Your Mouse Goddess Highest rankings: #1 in gaylove #2 in manxman #2 in malexmale #3 in boyxboy #3 in mxm #3 in bxb #4 in lgbt Any images which are used in this book aren't owned by me. Source for the cover: https://images.app.goo.gl/HcaYC1J9WU9dfL8UA (Date: 05.01.2022)

The Reincarnated Villainous Young Master's Guide to Happiness by Drifting-Clowd

Published on 4/5/20 In Neo's past life, he was a wicked person who sought to kill his little brother, the rightful heir of a Ducal House. His conspiracy led to his eventual demise. Then he was reborn into another world and became a successful medical researcher... ... Then he died again because he believed he was too good for the concept of sleep, and was sent back to the beginning, before his plans and cruel deeds led him down the path of no return. This second chance might be his salvation. . . It was said that the oldest Young Master of the Odum Family has become strange as of late. Was he perhaps trying to kill someone again? His younger brother better watch out, or else he might die this time. Everyone, duck and cover! Don't want to be in the crossfire! Edited by: bafflinghaze Cover by @Niveggo. You can find them on Twitter with the same handle. Volume I Spring 1 - 40 Complete Volume II Summer 41 - ???

LUCAS by casakeki

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Not My King (BxB Isekai) by DarkSparx

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FIGHT FOR ME by 7angeltrumpets

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A Reincarnated Duke [BL] by InspiringFish

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Expressionless Awakener by Alexasuracats

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