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Addict. (Niam) ON HOLD

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Parts 22
Time 2h 32m

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the last year of Niall's life hasn't been easy. Heartbreak leads to depression which leads to an addiction he never anticipated. This turmoil would be bearable... if he had his friends by his side. Unfortunately, the remaining 4/5 of One Direction are MIA on Niall's friend list and he is utterly alone. Niall wants to be happy... He wants to be loved, although he cannot believe that he finds himself craving the love of his former best friend... but he knows he doesn't deserve to be. What happens when his world hits rock bottom and will he ever be able to rebuild what was broken?All Rights Reserved

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I'll Be Your Safety ♡ by lovecloudniall

Hi, My name is Harry, Harry Styles from One Direction. I have hundreds of girls falling at my feet and yet i am still depressed. I am Gay and I have hidden it for the past 2 years. I have also had problems with eating.... All because of the one i love... Louis Tomlinson ♡ --------------------------------------------------------------------- WARNING: There are references to self harm and Eating disorders in this story. If you feel uncomfortable about these themes please talk to someone! You can message me and i would be happy to help! Other than that. ENJOY MY STORY XOXOX --------------------------------------------------------------- Copyright © All Rights Reserved This is my story, I have written it and thought of the ideas up for myself. Please do not steal or claim any part of this piece. Thank you.

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Show me the light (Niam/Ziall) by ayeelarry

It's been 3 years. 3 years sense Zayn died. 3 years sense Niall made a promise to Zayn to never let go. "I promise Zayn.." Niall can't wait to die, to be with Zayn. He knows Zayn doesn't want Niall to kill himself. But each day Niall cuts himself and doesn't eat. He cries himself to sleep. He lost all his friends. His family never calls. All because of that one stupid promise. "I can't just leave him!" Niall them meets Liam. Liam Payne. Liam notices the light drained from Niall's eyes. The blood loss from Niall's skin. How pale he is. Liam then wants to help Niall. Niall doesn't say much but he says enough to make Liam really understand Niall. Niall just doesn't want Liam to replace Zayn. He doesn't want Liam's help but Liam won't take no for an answer. Will Liam actually help Niall let go? Or will Niall just push him away like he did to everyone else? "You're not Zayn!" "I never said I was." "I want Zayn!" "HE'S DEAD NIALL!"

I Am Cannibal - Ziall by CrystalHelix

Niall Horan was visiting the States from Ireland on a school field trip. It's summer, so they decided to visit Denver, Colorado. Hoping they would enjoy a nice peaceful vacation for a whole month. They were far behind paradise, as days crept by. One by one each of Niall's friends either go missing, or mysteriously "drown." Niall thinks they are just little mistakes and thinks nothing of it after he has finished the mourning of his friends. The leader Zayn, can't detemine whether or not he should go with the plan to eat little Niall. He contemplates and instead falls in love with him, how will Niall react? Zayn wasn't always like this, he had friends, a future, a family, what went wrong? Will the other three decline Zayn's love for Niall and instead eat him? Niall was only hoping to find a good vacation, instead he's now the center piece of a delicious feast.

My Guardian Angel [A Harry Styles Fanfiction] by GinaGee123

What do you do when your world begins to crumble down? You're on your own, no one there to help you... Different thoughts racing through your mind... Harmony Monroe discovers this problem when her life is brought tumbling down because of one mistake... She thinks she is on her own... A face from her past comes back and saves her from the darkside which she is slowly moving into... Harry Styles after recently going through a divorce from his first true love has now been left as a father... The boy's try and help him, yet he continues to struggle daily... How can things get better, when his child doesn't have a mother anymore...? Both of them are in desperate need of help... But who can save them...? Their Guardian angels...?

Small Bump! (A one direction fanfiction) by HunterMeganPayne

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Broken {Zarry Stylik} by lizardGurl337

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Behind the Tattoos: Uncontrollable Desires Sequel by ImagineKat

If two people love eachother, if they truly love eachother, then they'll figure out a way to be together through any situation. They'll toughen up and truly find their strengths in eachother. Love, like the simple four letter word it is, does not come as easily as spelling it out. Love has to be worked for. In this fanfic, Ashlyn and Harry fight for their love together. They go through obstacles and fall multiple times, but in the end they find eachother. Can Ashlyn and Harry truly be together? Are they meant to be or did they just jump into the relationship? Could Niall be the one for Ashlyn? It's all complicated, but love always is. What will happen? ** This is a sequel to my fanfic Uncontrollable Desires. It can be read without having read Uncontrollable Desires. **

The Baker's Daughter [Harry Styles] by LadySadie

The whole world may think of Harry Styles as 1/5 of the world-famous boyband, One Direction; but for Brooklyn Pierce, he's just the boy who used to work at her father's bakery. Maybe if things had been a little different, she would have become famous with him, but no- Her mom died right before auditions for X Factor. So, not only did she lose her chance at fame, but she also lost her mom, and to top it all of, she lost Harry. What does that leave her with? A depressed dad, an abusive boyfriend, and an ordinary life in a small town. Two years later, she and Harry are reunited, but what good will it be to have him around if he's just a reminder of a life she cannot have?

Make Me Break (n.h. + h.s.)(Punk!Niall) by ConWeCallLove

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Hi, My name is Harry, Harry Styles from One Direction. I have hundreds of girls falling at my feet and yet i am still depressed. I am Gay and I have hidden it for the past 2 years. I have also had problems with eating.... All because of the one i love... Louis Tomlinson ♡ --------------------------------------------------------------------- WARNING: There are references to self harm and Eating disorders in this story. If you feel uncomfortable about these themes please talk to someone! You can message me and i would be happy to help! Other than that. ENJOY MY STORY XOXOX --------------------------------------------------------------- Copyright © All Rights Reserved This is my story, I have written it and thought of the ideas up for myself. Please do not steal or claim any part of this piece. Thank you.