the last year of Niall's life hasn't been easy. Heartbreak leads to depression which leads to an addiction he never anticipated. This turmoil would be bearable... if he had his friends by his side. Unfortunately, the remaining 4/5 of One Direction are MIA on Niall's friend list and he is utterly alone. Niall wants to be happy... He wants to be loved, although he cannot believe that he finds himself craving the love of his former best friend... but he knows he doesn't deserve to be. What happens when his world hits rock bottom and will he ever be able to rebuild what was broken?